just finished toking to dar dar... dar dar went to slp le... now time to write sth in my blog... hmmm... earlier when i'm at ur house u told me i nvr respond to jisheng... actually i also not very sure lei... cos i think i only one time nvr respond to him ba... cos tot he toking to u ma... aiya... i also not very sure lei... he also weird de la... when u went down to put coupon i got try to tok to him... but it seems tt he didn't hear me... although i tried repeating myself 3 times... hahaha... sounded like an idiot with no one to respond to me...but nvm la... i tot he didn't hear me though... next time must speak louder liao... hahaha...
alamak... it seems tt i'm not very sociable lei... jialat... i machiam like very hard to get along de... not say i dun like jisheng la... he's responsible and helpful... except for tt bad tone he uses to tease pple... i noe he's teasing pple de... but perhaps it's the tone tt damages the joke tt is made... sometimes i think tt if u wanna joke... u gotta joke with a joking tone... at least i can laugh even if u embarassed me.... and not make me feel like a stupid dumb dumb... though i admit tt i am at times :)... or to make a comparison(which i dun wan to cos comparing isn't tt fun).... when aud and ken tease u.... they meant it in a tone which i think is the most suitable tone for making jokes...hmmm.... or perhaps all these is just abt me being oversensitive or wat... i also dunno if the one to be blamed or not... lolz... aiya... nvm la... just see lor... i noe he's like tt de la... he can't change to my frequency de... i also dun wan to force him to change also.... but just tt in future he can improve on his joking tone lor...
oh yea... and the fan thing... cos i really dunno how to ans u when u said tt i have the fan and yet i say i'm still hot... but really i'm really hot... pardon me on my LL attitude tt i gave to u... cos i dunno how to exactly ans u de...
hahaha... the things i've just said must have made u think tt i'm even more difficult to get along... i also not sure y i'm like tt lei... maybe i do some self reflection and see my own mistakes... but i need dar dar's help to correct mine... i need time to correct myself... but certainly hope tt u will support me in doing this...
wanna get some slp liao.. tmr still need to go for the briefiung at toa payoh hub.... haiz... so far de place... ok la... shall stop here le... will cont some other time...