Taking a break from my revision to blog...

Today my relatives from msia come to visit my family... as well as visit my late dad altar tmr morning for the 100 day ritual... abt 5 yrs nvr see grandma liao... glad that she has overcome the grief though she didn't make it to the wake... my aunts and uncles only told her abt the demise after the funeral cos they felt tt grandma couldn't take the it... esp when she had lost her 2nd son a few yrs ago and now this time her eldest son(the child she dotes most) had left her too... had a couple of nice chats with her... she constantly keep reminding me not to follow my dad's footsteps... not to smoke, drink and gamble... & to be a gd person... dunno y... but my conscience pricked me for tt moment...

Gu jie, er gu, gu zhang and grandma dote on me & my bro... esp my gu jie... dote on us 2 alot... and brought bags of "shao bing" from her company... also told us to visit her if we r free so tt she could bring us to penang... & yea i missed those days... the last time i went to penang was soooooo fun... stayed at the beach hotel and i remembered disturbing some ang mohs kids with the durians...hahahaha.... the nite breeze was also cooling as we watched the shore waters beat against the sand... hope tt one day i can go there soon...
Just realised tt they are staying in a hotel instead of our house... they left after we had our dinner outside... hmmm... we had already prepared accomodation in advance but now it seems that there isn't a need to le... & ger ger... u shld noe wat i'm thinking liaoz... hahahaha... :-)

Managed to change my bro's room light all by myself... felt a sense of accomplishment... dunno y... i'm beginning to like doing this kind of stuff... lolz...

& also... today i kinda miss u alot lei... dunno y got such feelings... even though i've met u ytd... but i just miss my gf... my dear dear... my sweetheart... my darling... my love... my Ger... i really do miss u... *mIsS miSs misS*

Think tt's all for today's blogging le... need to get back to my integration le... Aza Aza Fighting!!!

ger ger... wat do u think i'll blog today?? hahaha... it's the first time i drive an auto ger ger's car!!!! So fun...sooooo exciting... nvr tot i'll have the chance to drive again... until today... wat's more... i get to drive my ger ger... from hougang to my home... hahahahha.... btw i also gave u a chance to nag at me lor... felt stress when u keep nagging... " brake... BRAKE!!!".... "too near the left side lei... "nvr check ur blindspot" ....aiya... i still a bit not used to the car control... although i must admit it's nice to drive... dunno how many hard brakings i did today... must apply harder and earlier to make a smooth brake lei... & probably it's an auto car... no clutch ma... so the slowing down speed not easy to control lor... lolz... steering also got a bit of prob... not very zai cos i think it's a abit tight ba... I keep giving excuses lei... hahaha... but anyway... i'll improve myself on these areas de... one year plus nvr drive le ma... so cfm will have certain cockups here and there de...



Ah... the feeling is back again... now i feel like driving more lor... hahahaha... but really hope one day i can hone up my skills first and wait for the day tt i send u back home... and thank u dear for giving me this chance to drive lei... really enjoyed it... *muacks muacks*



I'm still trying to improvise my blog and spice things a little ...so far i've added a nice animated calendar in my blog ... am finding for a nice display clock now ... i also wanna find a real nice & light wallpaper as my background... it still puzzles me the way of making the image become translucent and overlapping the background.. hmmmm... how abt an announcement board to update on the changes to my blog or a link to an image page for viewing our photos... hahahaha... needa slowly ba i guess...

also changed my blog address cos i think the current mike-siao.blogspot.com doesn't sound tt nice... the new address is changed to laoBa-myGer.blogspot.com... sounds nicer ba... paiseh if u can't access to my blog for the moment... i will let u noe de...

So ger ger.. stay tune to my blog lei... cos u r my one and only loyal blogger fan...

Wah.. it seems that i haven't blogged for quite some time le...

Kinda down recently... i dunno y... maybe it's becos of the sch projs?? maybe it's the upcoming tests??? i dun really noe the answer... cos i just feel like tt...depression... sorryz ger ger cos i really dunno y i'm like tt... i'm sorry tt i've made u worry abt me... but i'm fine la(u may not think so but i also duno if i'm fine or not)...

Hahaha...forget abt tt depression shyt... i'll just update abit abt ytd and today...

Ytd went out studying wif ger ger at scotts' coffeebean... omg... my ger ger was really very cute and so sweetlooking... and u wear tt white top... wooah... plus erm.... hahaha... u shld noe wat i mean.... lolz... really like tt appearance... super duper love u... the sight of u makes me wanna kiss u on ur sweet lips...lolz...

Studying wif u is very enjoyable... cos i managed to absorb more easily than i could at home... wif u ard by my side i'm able to study more effective ba...

We visited the HOC once again and finally i bought sth from there(nvr kana check...wahahaha)... tingle tingle!!! hahaha.. think this type de will be nice...u agree??? ger ger also helped me choose some real nice gifts for my buddies kayv and tat and QQ... lolz... wonder wat will their reaction be like...

We ate swenson's for dinner and ger ger ended up paying for my dinner...i shld have ordered more food instead... hahaha(jking darling)... i guessed we're even now cos that time u won me and this time my turn to win... hee hee... but anywayz...really thank u for the treat... muacks!!!

After sending ger ger home... i went to downtown east for a jc class gathering... to be honest la... it wasn't very interesting or fun or wat... just a simple gathering with the potluck steamboat... lucky leng and QQ got go... if not i dun think i might even turn up for this gathering lor... hahaha...

So tat's abt it for ytd...

then for today...

did some proj work ... the test data thingy really sux... dunno y i so suay kana tat kind of shitwork... it's so mundane and troublesome... keep copying and pasting and typing the same stuff over and over again until i damn tulan... felt so fucked up when my sql for insertion cannot work for no apparent reason... banged the bloody keyboard sometimes... but managed to find the bug and made the necessary corrections... did my 2102 lab at the same time... also had many probs with it cos i dunno how to do some of the qns... none of my expert frds were online in msn tt noon and haiz... i had to solve it on my own and still got stuck at it for a long time and nth came out of my head... luckily now left only one qns le... i was trying to solve the last qns just now until i decided to stop and take a break to blog...

met my sweet ger ger and we went to collect mooncakes in the late noon... ger ger is cute today... i felt a bit paiseh cos have to trouble my ger ger to travel so far to collect from her frd... and guess wat... at raffles place we bought the sausage combo set again and began our eating fest... the chicken wings taste gd but it would be better if it's served hot... agree ger ger??

we were considered lucky tt we managed to hitch a cab in that "impossible-to-get-a-cab-at-this-hr-unless-u-book" place... ahhaha... heng ah... can save on the booking fees... lolz...

mum and bro like to eat the ebony and ivory and the durian de snowskin mooncakes... shld have bought more boxes for them to eat... dun feel like giving those boxes to chee tat... hahaha.. .really can't wait to savour the delicious mooncakes...

hmmm... guess i've to stop blogging now le... it's 4am liao and i'm tired le... ahahaha... haiz... tmr still have to go back to sch to do the proj... so troublesome... but no choice ba....

p.s: ger ger... paiseh i nvr update my blog these few days... cos got no ample time la... and then hor...

Thank u for making me smile lei!!!! I love U sweetheart!!!!!!

mmmmmuuuuuaaaccccckkkkkSSSSSS!!!!

today is the first day of midterm break... ytd drank abit too much liao... one e33 and one baron... power sia... nvr knew this 2 can manage to make me feel high... i dunno wat rubbish i tok ytd...*sorryz* i needa apologise to u once again for my iiidiotic behaviour & make u worry again...

saw ur blog today and u actually changed the address... issit that u dun wan me to noe wat u r feeling...??? or wat...??? Hmmm... i dunno y i managed to see ur last post even u have changed the blog address??? u claimed that u have changed the address le... but how come i managed to see it lei.... so weird... is this fate or wat??? i dunno & i dun wan to guess... u told me that u've deleted ur blog... i wonder y.... i tot it's a gd way of expressing ur feelings... toking abt blogging... dear dear... u r the one who inspire me to blog my thoughts and feelings online... u found the blogskin for me... and i really like that skin cos it really looks very nice... i wanted to blog in the past de... but nvr did it cos i was too lazy and uninterested.... until u came... blogging became my interest and i am so eager to make it as interesting as possible... trying out various html codes and experimenting around with the blogging tools... and yea... this blog... the mike-siao.blogspot.com is blogged and dedicated esp for u... i luv u ger...

hmmm.... guess that he is bent on waiting for u... haiz... this reminds me the time when I was targeting u... said that i'll wait for u forever until i die...& u kept telling me not to wait for u and told me to find other gal... but i dun wan... cos i'm bent on waiting of u 4 ever... u said b4 that i'm stubborn... yes.. i'm stubborn... but at tt time my heart tells me tt i shld keep on moving and woo u... i want u to be my gerfriend... my lifetime partner... my wife... it is also true for now... & it will always be true in the future...

i really think tt i'm an oddball... making stupid remarks and not being myself in the afternoon... sorry to make u worry again... becos sometimes i dunno wat i'm thinking... can't seem to figure out myself... think i shld go buy tt "who am i" shirt liao... lolz...

Actually i'm quite glad tt u r not tt sianz liao in the afternoon... can hear from ur voice... paiseh that i'm not gd at consoling... but i'll try to improve on that aspect... and yea... i think tt another thing tt might disturb u is the "sorry" word... i guess i've i said it so many times to u liao... i noe u may have hear it until sianz le... but dunno y lei... the word just came out of my mouth naturally de... even when i'm blogging... *sorryz* (oops... hahaha...i'll try to cut down on my "yrros" & and use other substistutes like "paiseh" or "pardon" ok?? wahahaha)

In fact instead of saying tt "yrros"... i shld thank ya more often... i wanto thank u for letting me noe the things tt u and him toked abt... i wouldn't scold u if u dun wan to tell me... but i must admit that i'm abit kpo de... so pardon me if i wanto noe wat u and him toked abt...

i guess that is the end of today's blog liao la........................... or it isn't????

Lee Michael: is there sth tt i missed out???

Michael Lee: erm.. think got ba... wait lemme think....

Lee Michael: wait for u to think i think ger ger slp liaoz la.... (cue for laughter from ger ger)

Michael Lee: eh... not funny hor... u K^1#^$%$N%#$^$N%$#C%$%^$%C$%#%#B

(back to Lee Michael):

NO!!!! it isn't.... i haven't said sth abt u saying me "chun" and "ben" and "zhu".... lolz... yalor... u kept saying tt i'm "ben"... but hor.. i tell u la... sometimes i really think tt i'm "ben" la....(haiz... cos u keep saying i "ben"... now i really think tt i'm "ben" le...) jialat... how sia.. my mid term tests are coming and rite now i'm feeling so "ben"... how ah???

i really hope today's post can at least bring laughter to u... if not bring a smile to u... if not brighten ur day... if not can bring u some fun... if not i'll improve on this blog la... if not...........................

Michael Lee: oi... Ni Na Nia... so many "if not" ger really slp liao la...

He called and ger ger is toking to him rite now... guess i shall blog my feelings in the meantime...

How to begin??? hmmm... questions keep popping my mind and i can't seem to answer them... i dun quite understand y time and time again he kept smsing her... call her... wat is he trying to do??? ger ger dunno wat's he thinking... let alone me... even though i'm a guy...i should be able to have a clue wat guys should think... but i really dunno wat this guy is trying to do... hmmm....

In the first place... he's the one who dun wan ger ger in the first place... when they broke off this guy kept telling ger to forget him... from then... ger ger tried to forget him... but now he keeps coming back... and each time he makes my ger real sad and unhappy... which i dun like it at all... he said he wan her to be happy de... now he keeps making her sad... cmon... wat is he thinking??? i dun wan to sound as if he is in the wrong... but it just irritates me again and again when he makes my ger upset... tt is y i dun quite like the idea of u contacting him... i noe i couldn't stop u... but i dun wan to add pressure on u...

The next question tt came into my mind is tt y he wants ger ger to hate him... y must he do to the extent tt ger ger must remind him tt she's attached to me as long as he contact her... does he think tt this way will be better for ger ger??? From my pt of view... N....O..... NO!!!!!!... this will only make her even more sianz...

i noe ger ger is very vexed now... and confused at the same time.... i noe u have to undergo thru all this emotional pain and suffering... but i really so hope tt u can be more jian qiang... be a tough ger... u told me b4 it is very hard.... and u couldn't take it... i understand ur feelings but... ultimately i still wish... as ur bf... i will help u brace thru this period of confusion and uncertainty...

As for now... i think i'll have to wait for u to end ur conversation wif him and find out exactly from u wat he really is thinking...

ger ger... u must be real strong ok????? Aza Aza Fighting!!!!! Go Go Jiayou!!!!

oh man.. i missed out blogging for a 2 days... better quickly blog this one in case i dun rmb...

i had a very wonderful time with u ytd... the moments we shared ytd keep flashing across my mind now... it was a very enjoyable & unforgettable day in my life... ger... u were so pretty & cute ytd... i like the way u dressed up... u looked so pure & innocent... looked more like a "shu nu"... when i saw u at the busstop... i was so attracted by ur appearance... ur smile took my breath away...

Frassshhhhbackkk the moments......

After having a really fantastic time(lolz), we went shopping at tm... ger ger bought a 3/4 pants for me... so happy... hmmm... i seemed to get hooked on the surfers paradise clothes... they really looked cool but we ended up nvr buy anything from tt brand cos my size wasn't available or the shirt has some stains on it... bought a white rubber hair band for ger ger... wooah... u really looked super duper nice when u tied up ur hair... a total different feeling and outlook...

we went to suntec for dinner... the muthu fish curry was spicy and delicious... i kept helping myself to the rice servings and didn't leave some for u... u also complained me when i kept looking at my food & not toking to u... wahahahaha... sorryz ger... cos the curry really tasted so nice and i was hungry back then... hahaha.... humph... made me pay the bill... can't believe tt i lost by 15cents... pui... $32.35... & this is the 2nd time tt i lost by a near margin... (first time is at sushi tei... lost by 10cents... $22.40... pui)...

The laser display dedication session at fountain of wealth was romantic... i had requested my dedication but too bad there were too many dedications before mine... haiz...(nvm... i shall make my dedication here... :)

We continued to shop at suntec ... nvr get to find ur white skirt and the pouch... and yea... the pouch... for gdness sake ger ger... change the pouch la... i noe tt it's very nice... but the zip is already spoiled yet u can use until like tt... wahahahahaha... i'll buy a new one for u... lolz... we went to Giant at marina sq... hahaha ... finally win u once during payment... saved my $7.90 ... thanks for the treat ger!!! muacks!!!

We spent our late nite at chinatown and had our supper there... it was a regret tt ahballing closed early.... but nvm.. we happily ate our food and toked abt our past...

After sending ger ger home, i made my way to meet TaT and Leng for prata... too bad i couldn't celebrate for my gd buddy TaT... but at least we had some fun experimenting with the coke and mentos... Though the volcano experiment wasn't so successful... we were bent on trying again the next time... lolz...

Guess i shall end my post here...

Thank u ger for buying me the pants... and bringing me those heavy mooncakes... :)

I'm "ben ben ben" today... haiz...

today is supposed to be my free day... but end up doing proj in sch... which didn't even last very long... i've managed to postpone my other proj meeting to a later time tonite... cos i dun want to wait for 4 long hrs... haiz... the first "ben" came frm my ger when i told her tt i told py tt i'm meeting a frd.. but i really dunno ma.. then somemore i told vincent tt i meeting frd le... if i tell py tt i meeting u then vincent will noe tt my "frd" is u le...

I & my ger headed to harbourfront... it seems like harbourfront has become one of our paktou places... lolz... ger ger ate the shrimp dumplings noodle at the noodle restaurant for lunch (i can't rmb the name of the place lolz..) ... the xiao long bao did not taste as gd... and i must say tt the reigning xiao long bao champ still belongs to crystal jade...

we took NE to sengkang to study... ended up in the library cafe but the environment did not seemed to be a conducive for studying... can't understand y but i just can't manage to absorb the facts from the econs notes... leng called and disturbed me... confused me with those "jiao neng" and "kueh neng"... so stupid sia... hahaha... the 2nd "ben" came from u again when u knew i secretly send the mms... hai... tot tt u would not be able to see it... lolz..

feasted kfc for dinner... TaT smsed me & tt was when i knew he is alone shopping in orchard... oh man.. i couldn't believe it at first cos i think this is the first time i heard tt he went shopping all by himself.. he finally got his ipod nano from his shopping today...

the last "ben" came from my own mouth... cos i didn't realize tt it is my mum's bdae today... so stupid of me to actually forget... only knew abt it when my mum told me... oh man.. she also nearly forgot abt it until my aunt told her... but i can't celebrate for her anyway cos haven't really past 100 days.... but this time really need to scold myself "ben" for forgetting my mum's bdae... BEN!!!!

so tt explains y i'm "ben ben ben" for today only... ger... stop saying i ben la... if not i really become really very ben le... must say i cong ming... smart... genius etc... wahahhaha...

ps: i kinda love the moment whenever i hold ur hand and run together... :)

suddenly i feel like blogging now after u hung up... dun keep saying tt u r dumb... becos u aren't... u didn't make it doesn't mean tt u r dumb or stupid... i noe u r very sianz now... but try to cheer up ger... uni life is not easy... i've also encountered failures... i noe this fucked up feeling & i always tell myself to try harder next time... in the past i had alwayz feared of failing my english and GP... there was once i failed my gp in jc and became totally demoralised... i told myself not to give up... cos i knew tt even if i fail, at least i've tried my best...

haiz... sorry for i'm not a very gd consoler... watever i say just now over the phone or in this blog may sound naggy to u... but dun worry dear... i'll try to do my best to help u de... ger ger dun so sianz ok... let's move along & jiayou ok???

Move along by all american rejects:

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

Move along

wah... finally can do my blogging le... lolz... search for the blogskin for so long until i finally found this... simple and nice... but needa adjust the divisions... hmmm... ok... wat to write lei??? think this is another outlet i can share my emotions with other pple... (esp wif u... )

ok la... shall begin with sth abt my relationship wif her ba... haiz... ytd was a very emotional nite for me... cos i really dunno wat am i thinking... ytd u sms-ed me asking me if i can study w/o u... at tt moment i was feeling bonkers... i called u... u told me u dun wan the 2 of us le... then i began to think abt this... some time back i've already made my decision not to give u up... no matter at wat cost le... but ytd i actually forced myself to make tt decision cos... i dun wanna make u to suffer anymore... i can't help to bring myself to make tt decision becos somehow i feel tt i'm going against myself... my conscience... & my heart... i made my way to ur place immediately after my dinner... I was in a very low mood...

When i gave u the 999 stars tt i made and put my ring inside... man... my heart was bleeding... yet i couldn't bring myself to the fact tt i have to leave u.... i cherish u... i really had no choice.. cos i dun wan to see u suffer anymore.... it pains me too... it began to drizzle... i wonder if heaven is weeping...

I'm sorry tt I smoked in front of u.... I've already tried my best not to le... when i asked u if u wanna me to do so... u nvr stopped me... instead u told me to smoke... i was very confused then... i feel so fucked up... i have already stopped smoking for 3+ mths le... & ytd i actually broke the promise... i'm such an iiidiot... no wonder u said guys cannot be trusted... haiz... stupid iiidiot me...

It pains me when i saw u lit up the cigarette... i tried to stop u... i held u tight to my chest... reminding u not to smoke... but u constantly pushed me away... i dun wan u to touch it cos i'm scared u might be addicted to it.. i'm worried abt u... i care 4 u... i dun wan u to spoil ur health becos of a stupid guy who cannot keep his promise not to smoke... haiz...

When i thought i have no hope le... u actually opened the container of stars... i was surprised when u told me to find back the ring... i tried my best to find it... i nvr cared abt the fact tt if i dun managed to find it... becos i told myself i die die must find it... no matter at wat cost... even when the container broke i also continued to find the ring... i wan U back... becos i love u... i found the ring and felt so happy abt it...

thanks for giving me this chance...i noe it's very difficult for u... but Lee Michael is here to help u... let's face it together ok??? i wan u to be the happy zhen back... every star that i made represents my hope... my wish.. to make u a happy and cheerful ger...


i cherish u...
i care 4 u...
i love u...