paiseh ger ger for my attitude ytd nite over the phone... yea... i must admit tt i'm a bit sian for being neglected... very soon i was alrite le... then i started to test ur reaction... tot tt u would comfort me or wat... but ended up u became very sian ... and didn't tok to me much... guessed tt my small little plan foiled le after we hung up... quickly called u back when i realised tt sth is wrong le... hahaha... LaoBa zhui teng ni de... i wouldn't bully u de la... :)

today sch as usual... during my trip to sch i began to imagine about u in a very beautiful wedding dress... i was so mersmerized by the thought.... wow... u look really beautiful in tt wedding dress... i'm going to be the luckiest guy to have such a beautiful bride... lolz...

Gave out ur invitation cards to leng and QQ... TaT wasn't ard cos he was at home... QQ jokingly said tt when will we be giving the red bomb to him... hahaha... i told him haben yet at the moment but in the future we will... lolz...

Went to vivo city with ger ger and ate at food republic.... the lei cha fan tasted so weird de... though edible... but the taste seemed to be quite strong for us... the ha gao was nice... but cost a bit too ex liao... 3.50 bucks for 3 pieces... also had bakchok mee and ice kacang with dear dear... humph... ger ger ate away the only atap ji in the ice kacang... continued our window shopping round vivo city b4 we headed back home...

back to watching tv le... now am looking forward to tmr cos tmr is gf day and dear dear will be coming to my house le!!! heez... :p

Today is monday le... another new wk and another great day to blog... lolz... ger ger... it's not tt ytd i dun wan to blog... but ytd too sian le... nth much to blog abt... hahaha...

Decided to go to school today by bus... turned out to be a better mode of transport cos it's faster this way... though needa change 3 buses altogether... 69 23 151... reached school on time even i left my house quite late...

Dear dear shock me today with KFC... i nvr tot tt u would actually buy for me de... nvr really expected tt... cos ytd i only say i craving... n darling u hab to travel to sengkang to buy for me... i didn't noe tt u took taxi to sch... cab fare very expensive lei... i tot u drove to sch de... so u bought on ur way easier ma... but u told me u took taxi... cos u dun wan the KFC to turn cold... oh man... do u noe darling... tt i am very touched ... though i dun appear to be like tt... but really my heart felt so.... spent an hr eating wif ger ger at the bench at S15... i think we're the first and only couple to eat KFC together at tt bench... hahaha... so happy man... nvr tot tt for my whole life i'll be able to eat KFC in NUS... lolz... the KFC tasted esp gd and juicy... this shall be one of the most memorable days of my life... hee... thanx dear dear... i luv u so much... muacks!!!

So after the KFC incident i became nian to u le... hahaha... went home with u and met vincent at the platform... haiz... felt abit bad for not toking to him all the while... but hor... really nth to tok ma... i also dunno wat topic to start... hahaha... no chance to really nian to u also cos he ard... later he tio shock... but heng come this weirdo botak with a group of kids... became the topic of the 3 of us... cos he really weird weird de... spoke in a really ang mo slang then keep directing the kids to the empty seats... hahahaha... he listened to his IPOD and somehow he grooved to the music... suddenly he said "ooOO BABY" so loud until ger ger buay tahan and keep covering urself from laughing... so funny sia... vincent also wanted to laugh but controlled it... me too also cannot tahan tt scene... imagine a bald guy... round round de... then in the train suddenly pop a "OOoo BABY"... wahahah.... so funny sia... i tried to capture a vid of him doing weird stuff but he nvr did... in the end after we left hougang vincent smsed ger ger tt tt guy fell ... hahaha... so funny.. we shld've stayed on for one more stop and watch him... haiz.. wasted sia... lolz...

so tt's abt it for today la... had touching moments... and some funny ones too... not bad for a start of the wk... ^_^

Just finished eating my dinner... so full... can do some blogging now abt ytd... there isn't much to blog today... did some studying today... couldn't use the net in the afternoon cos i think there is a prob with the starhub connection... stupid man... cannot surf web with a crap connection...

Ytd went out wif chee tat to orchard road to hunt for the thing... wah... it's a very long and tiring search cos we couldn't manage to find it... we combed every possible place... taka... wisma... paragon... lucky plaza... robinsons... all the way up to PS....but still couldn't find the thing... we searched a total of 5 hrs straight... until we finally decided to take a rest and have our dinner at secret recipe at PS... lucky got chee tat to pei me find... got someone who can tok cock wid me... and he also tried his best to help me think of places tt have the thing... i couldn't thank him enuff for his company...

After having dinner... decided to head towards this city hall to continue our search... told myself not to give up cos die die must find de... but dear dear... no matter what i buy... dun expect too much on it cos my ideas are rather common de la... and the present is not as exquisite as other things... cos i'm not sure if u will like it or not... but even it's not to ur liking i hope u just treat this as a normal bdae present...from ur bf LaoBa... So wat's the result lei ?? hee dun tell u... u may be able to see it (or not) on ur bdae... cos i will not tell u if i've found the thing or not... i might bought already ytd or i'm telling u all this to confuse u so tt i could hide the fact tt i couldn't find it or maybe i'll be buying another gift as a substitute... anyway... i'm not going to reveal it until the day comes... wahahahaha... so fun keep u in suspense... but dun expect much hor... :)

Later in the evening, leng joined us after he brought his gf back home from airport.. we went to east coast... sat down on the breakwater stones... drank beer and shared our thoughts and opinions on leng's situation... haiz... my buddy seemed to be very confused abt his situation now... cos he's in a dilemma rite now... he just can't bear to throw her away at this moment when things are not being settled rite now... he said tt he would wanto suffer all by himself rather than others... he put others interest b4 him... and it's inborn within him... although i think tt there is no rite or wrong answer... I gave some advice and told him abt the 3 choices made... 1st is to leave her n end this once and for all... 2nd one is to continue wif her all the way... n the last option is to dun care... take one step at one time slowly waiting for sth to happen... i feel tt there is no rite and wrong answer to this prob de... but is how u perceive it and once a decision is made u shld just stick to it and no regret... i noe making such decision is very very difficult esp it involves relationship... but wat to do man... sometimes a person needs to face it de... no point running away from it cos it will always come back de... but speaking as his close frd i told him tt he shld leave her instead of ragging this on and on... cos i dun wish to see my frd suffer so much... but ultimately whichever decision he makes i will support him de...

And so the 3 gd frds stayed on and chatted for some time abt this issue until we decided to head home quite late... after sending tat home... i realized i've misplaced my lock neck chain tt tat gave me... so leng and me went back to search for it but to no avail... haiz... can't believe i'm so careless to lose such an impt gift frm tat... sianz... then when i reached home... found out tt one of my keypad buttons is malfunctioning... really infuriated me at tt moment... hp has no more warranty le... then i'm not sure whether is it worth it to get it repaired... so troublesome... but anywayz... to console myself... perhaps it's an excuse to get a new hp le... and trade in this 1 yr old hp... but i can't bear to trade it away cos there r many saved msgs sent by dear dear... somemore so qiao tt both of us r carrying the same model de...n in black and white colors de... haiz man...

Darling... i dun blame u ytd for keep calling me when i'm outside... seriously my frds didn't mind de... i'm really happy to receive all of ur calls... ^_^... but hor... dear dear... i'm really very sorry for being like tt today... but dun worry cos i recover very fast de... now i'm alrite le... i'm also very very sorry abt ytd tt u have to wait for me until so late... i felt so bad tt my ger ger has to wait for me until tt late... but on the positive side i'm glad tt i have such a gd and understanding galfriend... hee... now while writing this blog i already start to miss u alot alOT ALOT liao... i luv u soooooooooooooooooooo much!!!! *MUACKS*

Just rained finish... so cooling... hahaha... perfect time to sle... erm... nope... to blog... wonder if ger ger is sleeping soundly now.... hee

Ytd had a really sweet time wif my darling... took several pics and 2 of them look exceptionally nice... my ger ger look so pretty and cute... :) ... found out tt u look more photogenic on ur right side... ur big eyes... beautiful nose... radiant smile... and ur sweet dimple... oh my... u r sooooooooooo cute!!! ... lolz... also took some vids with my hp and recorded some crazy stuff tt we did... hahaha... so funny man... i couldn't stop laughing while looking at those vids... my ger ger is simply sooooooooooooooo adorable!!!



So aDoRaBle!!!


So sWeEt!!!



Pei mama see doctor at nite after sending ger ger home... mama also got infected with the gastric flu.. haiz... one person in the family gets sick.. the rest of us will get sick after tt... pui... first my bro... then me... now my mama... hahaha... think the doctor can earn alot from us man... luckily mama's condition is mild de... but too bad she has to obey the eat-the-porridge-and-bread routine... i already had enuff of tt kind of meal lor... cos everytime eat porridge and cai xim and plain white bread very torturous de... got one day i ate 7 pieces of white bread for the whole day... >< ... this makes me lose 1.5kg in 2 days... somemore i'm craving for curry now... dun care... i swear tt if i recover fully i'll eat until i explode... wahahahaha....

Today went to sch to do proj evaluation... leng didn't noe abt tt there's a proj evaluation until i called him to wake him up this morning... in the end we took bus to sch together and were late for 20 mins... kana scolded by feifei when we reached the lab... hahaha...

Felt so awkward when i called dear by ur name when i saw u wif ur frds at the canteen... initially wanted to call u ger ger de... but after tt i tot tt it would be quite weird to call u tt cos i didn't noe ur other 2 frds noe tt we're together... i also tot u would mind ma... paiseh la... dear... i dun care liao... next time i will call u ger ger dear dear darling de... wahahaha... hope u dun mind :)

Hee... today got the chance to drive le... so fun... somemore can send u home and eat popiah wif u... wah... the popiah very nice lei... crunchy and taste so superb... shld've buy and eat more... abit regret sia... ^_^ ... the popiah really very nice to eat...

Speaking abt popiah... now LaoBa very very hungry liao... wanna eat my mama cooked de lian-o tang le... shall stop here for today... lolz...

haven't blog for 2 days le... cos i'm down wirh gastric flu... haiz... caught it from my bro... sianz... prev blog just mentioned that i might be sick.... now i'm really sick liao... pui... next time better dun say anything... haha...

So i shall update a bit on the past 2 days events... sun went out with ger ger and 2 of her flowers lin and qin... this is the first time tt i went out together wif ur frds... felt a bit of pressure... cos it was a last min decision... but in the end turned out well... cos i managed to tok and laugh with them... esp at then part where we had our sushi for dinner and ger ger said sth abt the "screw" word... haha... so funny... u really liven up the atmosphere... at first i tot i might have communication problems with qin de... but turned out tt she also very crappy de... nvr had a chance to crap with her more... but shall do it the next time... lolz... we had a great time searching for ur jumpsuit tt day even though we couldn't find much... anyway thanx dear dear for allowing me to interact wif ur gd frds... hee...

Ytd u came to pei me when i'm sick... honestly.... i'm happy and touched at the fact tt u came although u had lessons... i said tt i might spread the virus to u... but u said nvm and still came to look after me... u also told me to slp more while u study... u sat beside my bed and toked to me... all these touched me even more... i'm sorry we have to celebrate our 2mth anniversary at my house.. lolz... haiz... couldn't go to the bliss restaurant and eat.... but nvm... can wait till our next anniversary de.... lolz...

hee... darling... glad tt u stayed wif me till nite... i felt so much better wif u by my side... wo zhi yao ni pei zai wo shen bian jiu gou le... xie xie ger ger... wo zhen de hao ai ni wor... *muacks*

Bro is down with gastric flu... dunno y he always get sick de... maybe recently de weather not gd ba... he just recovered from blocked nose then now this gastric flu... hmmm... i haven't been sick for a long time le... wonder when and what kind of sickness will i get... perhaps will be a common flu... or maybe fever... or maybe c...... i really wonder...

Came back from an outing wif my 2 best buddies... so long nvr go out wif them le... this was a last min decision made... we played pool at selegie and had a great & fun time... though too long nvr play le... my skills didn't drop too much le... but the basics is still there la...

Had our dinner at food republic... ate a sumptuous spread of the pupolar hokkien mee, dim sum and black chicken soup... i finished my food quite quickly cos i was very hungry... ate until very full until we decided to head back home... leng had to complete his assignments...

I decided to head to suntec for a walk cos it was still early then and i had nth to do... so i jio tat to pei me walk... ; this was the part tt made me laughed like mad... cos chee tat kept clinging onto leng and dun let him enter the EW train... in the end leng missed the train and followed us... wahahhaha... i even captured the moment where leng slapped tat's arm all of a sudden ... the scene was so funny tt we laughed out very loud when i showed them the vid... the whole platform was filled with our crazy laughters... lolz...

So leng got no choice but to follow us to walk walk at suntec... did abit of window shopping and headed back home lor...

dear dear... LaoBa misses u today... just hope tt u also enjoy ur outing wif ur frds... :)

Ytd didn't update my blog cos was busy doing the 2102 proj for the whole day... our team met at 2 and worked from noon to the nite... needa improve on the coding cos our individual codings do not test for extreme values... then feifei say must test for them... haiz... in the end stayed in the lab and faced the com all day... sorry ger ger cos i made u worry abt me for not having my dinner... cos really rushing thru the proj... so many amendments need to be done... no time for dinner... then all of us didn't manage to eat and we continued working until abt 10 plus in the nite b4 we call it a day... so paiseh dear dear made u worry... got home at ard 12 and i had to finish my coding part as there is one more bug that needs to be fixed... slept at ard 4am after finishing my coding...

ger ger... u really surprised me ytd when u showed me the blog tt u've made for me... "http://laoba-baba.blogspot.com "... after u told me the url addr... at first i tot tt u have found some other blog that has almost the similar blog addr as mine... then when i saw the page... i was really happy to see it... the blogskin is one of the best skins tt u found for me the other time... hahaha... honestly la... i was touched at tt moment... cos u fork out time to do this for me... hee... Thanx dear dear for creating this blog for me... i luv u... muackz....

Went to sch wid u today despite having 3 hrs of slp ytd... i didn't really feel tt tired cos i'm already trained by u le... 4 to 6 hrs of slp will be sufficient for me le... lolz.... today ger ger is like the PSI index today... u react very funny today de.. hahaha... guess u didn't have enuff slp ba... tt's y alot of weird weird stuff comes out from u... but anyway i like... wahahhaha...

hmmm... at first i didn't noe wat kelly was trying to tell me when i saw u all at arts... then keep asking u all then dun wan ans me... then after sch when u told me abt wat u've told kelly... erm... siao liao... dunno how to face her next time we meet... hahaha... didn't noe i am sweet... hee... but ger ger even sweeter!!! lolz... i'm glad tt someone who is on the neutral stand will side me... maybe today i keep saying her hair nice ba... tt's y she side me... wahahhaa... jking... but actually hor... i dun mind if anyone side me or not... cos i feel tt i shld follow my heart and do wat i think is the best... tt is to make ger ger a very very happy ger...

Guess now i have to make ger ger smile now.. cos just now over the phone u sound quite pek chek over aud and the report... i dun blame u for being like tt... cos if i were u i will also feel damn sian de... i must admit tt the report was sloppily done la... but dun fret la ger... i think cos there's a slight misunderstanding amongst our team... we can always sort this thing de... the few days b4 really have time to edit the report cos of the 2102 proj... paiseh la ger ger... dun so sian ok???

i shall stop here for now and take a look at the report le...

~no matter how sian u r, i will try my best 2 make u smile de~

Finally done with the proj work le... so many stupid bugs... spent quite alot of time debugging but luckily still manage to solve it... Leng just went home le... he is not staying over at my place... cos he has lessons tmr morning... now i'll have some time to blog before i slp...

I feel so happy cos ger ger u came to my house and pei me... paiseh for my bad temper this noon... cos the weather is soooo hot and i miss the bus tt u had boarded... i already hurried my way down le but still can't catch ur bus... sianz... waited for about 10 mins and took the bus 72 later... met u at the bus interchange... i forgot to tell u this... but ger ger... u are so pretty and sweet today... dunno y... ur appearance captivated me... and i can't took my eyes of u... lolz... we had lunch at Central at TM and did abit of window shopping...

We got home and i continued on my proj work... had a couple of problems and couldn't solve it... need to pester feifei to help me with my part... hahaha... after tt had a great wonderful and really exciting time wif darling!!! lolz... i very naughty de... hahaha...

Dear dear kept saying u distracted me... actually no la... i still can do my work de... hahaha... i tot i might be the one who's disturbing ur revision instead... heehee... u give me more motivation to finish my work... ^_^... i'm very happy tt u stayed over for dinner... i hope the food is to ur liking... mama cook so much food today... 2 dishes of vegetables... nuggets... cod fish... wah... normally mama dun cook so much de... so must thank ger ger for coming so tt i can have more dishes to eat... and also thanx for laying a hand at washing the dishes... lolz...

Continued our proj work after finishing dinner... was stuck at the proj cos of a stupid minor syntax prob... u fell aslp while studying... hahaha... so sweet... i tot u might feel cold de... so i took my blanket to cover u.... in the end woke u up instead... feel so paiseh.... hahaha.... enjoyed another great and exciting moment wif ger ger.... oh man... just wanna tell ger ger tt u are soooooooooooo super duper great!!! ni hao bang !!! hee...

How i wish tt i could settle down with you and live with my dearest ger... stood by u everyday and take care of u.... when u r sick i can look after u... when u r bored there is always this guy who will make u smile... when i marikita u can help me... erm... jking la...hahahaha(got smile ger???)

Darling... thanks for coming over to my place lei... u brighten up my day .... it will be even better if u had stayed over at my place... hahaha... so i could lie beside u and hug u while u r slping... put u in my arms and pat u gently on ur back... at the same time sing a lullaby and watch my sweet ger ger slp soundly.... hee.... really really look forward to this day...

~Dear Dear I Love You *Muacks*~

Seems tt i've been updating my blog everyday... kinda like blogging liao... finished with the password javascript le... put in this code so tt only my dear dear can see it... cos this blog is only meant for only u de...

I gotta apologize for my stupid attitude tt i gave u earlier this morning... come to think of it... i shldn't have kept asking u for the blog... since u already made a promise not to reveal it to anyone... somemore u have headache and i think wat i said was a bit too harsh ba... after i hung up i started to realize tt i'm in the wrong... dear dear... if at any time u feel tt i'm giving u pressure... pls stop me at tt instant... cos i'm not very gd at words... somehow i feel tt wat i say may not be tactful and sounds as if i'm giving pressure to u... u can scold me or beat me if u wan... (but dun "pox" me or malao hor... cos i dun wanna become China's national pet... if u wan i can go China catch for u...lolz)

Ok enuff of tt crap.. cos like u have said to me already... dun let this thing affect the both of us...

Hmmm... we went to Vivo city after school... this shopping mall is really big... so many shops around... bought candy and tam tam choclate at candy empire... to my surprise... there were so many pple ard even today is a wkday... imagine how the crowd will be like on wkends... we went to the open space at the top floor... the scenery was great... but too bad the haze spoilt the whole thing... it would be a very romantic experience if i propose to u at tt place... wif the fireworks shooting out from Sentosa...waaaaa....(dreaming away......)

Yea!!!!... Vivo city will soon be our regular "pak tou" place le... hahaha... just nice whenever we finish lesson we can go there to eat, catch a movie and shop... And Thanx to my sweetest ger... cos i had a great time wif u today... ^_^ ...

haiz ... can't do my proj... yet feeling so awake... time to blog my feelings...

During lunch u showed me those sms he sent to u... i knew tt darling has tried very hard to tell him le... but he kept insisting on being like tt... i dun it at all... i've tried to put myself into his shoes... but still can't accept the fact tt y must he be like tt... last time he was the one who dun wan u and kept giving u the cold shoulder... look at now... when he realises tt i'm wooing u... he keeps saying he misses u and stuff like tt... what the FUCK is he thinking???

Then in his email he sent u... he wanted to meet u to end it all once and for all... he thinks he is rdy to go out wif u... so he thinks by going out wif my darling will end this confusion??? I tell u... NO!!!!! cos i think the way he puts it sounds doubtful... dear dear... i'm not trying to be bias or wat... i'm just giving u my very honest opinions... as ur bf... i would say the same things to u even as a close frd... there is one thing i dun quite get it... y does he say tt by gng out wif ger ger will end everything??? and say tt he sill stick by the rule and dun wan u... (Wat???) given the fact in the sms he say he will wait for u... then somemore wan ger ger to be ur mei mei???

(Wat the???) he wants to wait for u and now wan ger ger to be ur mei mei???? (Wat the FUCK???) i dun get it at all.... it just doesn't make sense to me...

Sorry ger ger if i reacted in this iiiidiotic manner... u keep telling me not to sian but in the end i still become sian... Perhaps I should be more open minded abt it... I've tried le... but it seems tt he gets more irritable and irritable to me... at first i dun feel anything to him de... cos i can understand how he feels.... i've even tot of befriending wif him also... but gradually from the way he treats this situation... i have started to despise him... from nth to dislike to hate to despise to...... dunno how many levels can i get into... lolz... Paiseh la... i dun mean to feel like tt de... but just from the way he's reacting... i dun like it at all...

All these leads to y i dun like... or shld i say... dun wan u to contact him for the very moment... actually i dun mind him contacting u de... becos afterall he can still be frds wif u... he needs some time to cool it down... but if he keeps contacting u... i'm afraid tt he will nvr forget and this thing will keep dragging... which ultimately... hurt him even more...

Ger ger... what i say above may not be true or the correct answer... it's ok tt u may think otherwise but this are based on my truest opinions... i may be wrong ... i may be right... who knows... i also dunno... hahaha...

Just hope tt ger ger will move along wif LaoBa.... and malao... and dun let this affect the both of us... Thanx for letting me noe abt this.... i'm really glad u told me abt it... LaoBa and malao will look after u de... and LaoBa will alwayz stay by ur side...

What a super boring and hazy sunday... cos have to stay at home to study for tomorrow's NM test... haiz... just can't seem to get anything into my head... the readings are absoultely boring... I only skim through some of the readings... think tmr have to rely on my common sense to answer those questions le... siao liao... luckily i've already S/U this module... else sure jialat de... hahaha... anyway dun care abt this test le... dun wan spend too much time on it...

So for the whole day i just study abit lor... study for one hr... slack ard for 2 hrs... haha... this kind of productivity isn't going to be gd man... somemore there's this 2102 project tt is due on fri... and i dunno how to code the bloody sql search... hmmm how sia... dun like to do coding... if u ask me to code my blog i'll be more than willing to... but for this proj.. pui...

Hahaha... this sem is a shytty sem... so many stupid projs and tests going on... damn... and my test scores sux man... hahaha... still can catch up de... erm hahaha... but i've been relaxing myself cos i dun wanna give myself so much stress... dun care all those stuff liao...

Just went online to look at ytd's 4D results... win $20... hahaha ... i bought $2 ibet on 8321.... and it came out 1238 starter prize... aiya... forget to buy the opposite... if not i win 500 bucks liao... oh i also bought ur car number 4184... but it came out 4181... i was damn sian lor.... if not i win another $500 lor... walao... this number i buy $2 ordinary de... dunno y lemme win ibet and not this normal de ah... pui... but nvm... i at least still win... better than nth... it's a gd start for my incoming winning streak... hahaha...

This blog post may sound rather boring to ger ger... cos i've nth to write abt... gotta stay tune for my tmr's blog... no... my tmr de tmr blog... no ... my tmr de tmr de tmr de tmr de tmr.........................................................

Aiya... just stay tune everyday la... ^_^

I had a really wonderful time wif u today... ^_^ ... cos i can get to see my dearest ger ger... u shld already knew tt i really miss u so much for these past few days... i wanted to call u ytd late nite... to check on ur condition but was afraid tt i might woke u up from ur deep sleep... instead i just sms-ed u... throughout the whole nite i had been wondering if u were alright... at the same time doing my database proj...

While the progress for the proj was really at snail pace... cos i have totally no clue on how to do... managed to squeeze out some coding... with the help from leng... he did his best to help me le... haha... but there are more tt still needs to be done... sux man... in the end we finished at ard 4am b4 we Ko-ed... haiz... think tonite will be another slpless nite le... hahaha...

I'm really glad tt u sounded better when i received ur call this morning... so glad... hee... leng woke up ard 30 mins later and we continued on our proj work... soon in the noon... leng left for sch for his filming proj... i didn't tagged along cos he told me tt i can choose not to go since he had already S/U tt module... lolz... then i didn't go lor... hahaha...

Thanx dear dear for dropping by my house despite ur flu... I was so super excited and delighted to see u... hahaha... must admit tt i naughty boy la... but had a really really really wonderful and enjoyable time wif my sweetest ger... it seemed tt this time de is so far the BEST... hahaha... tried some new ideas also... :) ... We had dinner at PIVDOFR at Bugis... reminded me of the time tt u brought me to this place... and those things i did after tt... lolz... ger ger had the pork chop set and i ate the roast chicken set... the escargots were really nice too... wat a yummy dinner... was a bit paiseh when dear paid for it... cos i kept thinking tt i should be the one who should be paying... but anywayz... thanx sweetheart for the dinner...

We had our shopping at Bugis... saw the malaos at Lovely Land... heez... bent on getting u one for each yr.. hopefully there are still available stocks then... yea... though it's ex... but it's really nice ma... dun u think so ger ger??? see the malao on ur bed if soooooooo happy to be wif u... must kiss him every nite hor... he will protect u while u slp de... hee...

Thank ya darling for pei-ing me today... hope u have a really fun time today... also hope tt ur flu can go away... must rmb to drink lots of water and have plenty of rest... take ur ge gen tang daily hor... i noe it's taste is so sucky... but bear wif it ok??? dun go and feed malao with it hor... later his eyes no longer become (^_^)... it becomes (X_X) instead... hahaha... think i sound very nagging lei... hahaha... am i??? ok la.. shall stop here le... do get enuff rest ok???

~LaoBa Love U~

Self declare today as my free day... skip 2 lectures since there is no NM tutorial... haha...

Ger Ger, u dun sound gd today... ur flu doesn't seem to go away... haiz... must be the weather and the haze la... make u feel so uncomfortable... think it's a rather bad timing for ur flu to come... causing u to feel lousy and lose concentration... somemore u have to go to sch today to do ur proj and ur quiz... haiz... toked to u over the phone while u were travelling to sch alone... how i wish i could really stay by ur side and take gd care of u...

As for me i did nth much today la... mostly spending my time slacking and watching tv... except tt i went to have a haircut in this new salon tt opened some mths ago... actually i wanted to keep long hair de to change my look de... but dunno y... i told the hairdresser to trim and told her i wanted to maintain long hair de... in the end she cut alot of my hair... diao... it's like a normal haircut lor... but her cutting skills was quite gd la... she looked into the details of trimming and cutting my hair... every snip was carefully done... i was rather impressed by her meticulous efforts... she seemed better than the hairdressers in fusion salon tt i've always patronised previously... aiya... forgot to ask for her name so next time i can ask for her to cut my hair... lolz... i'm quite satisfied with my new haircut and somemore it costs cheaper than the fusion salon... mama thinks tt my hair looks nice... while bro keep saying my hair still so long... cos his is short hair de ma..

As soon as i reached home, i changed into my clothes and wanted to go to sch to pei u de... but i rmbed tt u kept telling me not to come to sch to find u... haiz... in the end i hesistated and took off my clothes... -_- ... abit regret now... cos i wanted to pei u de... and take care of u while u safely reach home... i couldn't stop worrying abt my darling ger ger after we hung up just now... haiz.. sorrie dear dear cos Laoba didn't pei u... but Laoba will always pray for u to get well de... Aza Aza fighting!!!!....

Later leng will come to my house to the 2102 proj.. we plann to finish by today cos tmr he needed my help for his commercial proj... I'll be filming as an extra tmr... wonder y they need so many pple in this filming... so troublesome... but my gd frd needs help so i help lor... provided he help me finish my part by today... whahahahaha...

I, mama and bro went to the temple in Bugis street today... In the midle of the journey received a call from ger ger... was a abit shock when u told me wat happened... cos earlier on u said u were going to bring ur mama to the chinese physician... then in end nvr went... i was upset when i heard my darling sound so sad... i noe u meant well for ur mum... but it's hard to persuade her if she's bent on not seeing the doc... at first i had the thought of going to ur place immediately de... but i think tt u better had some rest first so calm urself down... for the whole mrt trip i couldn't stop thinking and worrying abt u...

We reached the temple and prayed... I was a bit greedy though... cos i made 2 wishes... one for my family and the other one for u... I had prayed for our relationship and drawn a lot... it turned out to be a good lot... mentioning tt i would have luck and everything will be good... hmmmm... i certainly hoped tt my wish will turn out to be real in the future...

After parting wif mama and bro, I hurried my way to Action City in Bugis Junction to find the malao tt I wanted to give u... but couldn't find it at tt store... so i decided to make a trip down to Orchard to continue my malao hunting... but to my disappointment... i couldn't find it at Orchard also... I went to Heeren... Cineleisure... Taka... Wisma... walked until my legs a abit wobbly.. i kept looking at the time from my hp cos it seemed tt the time is ticking very fast... at the same time i was a bit worried abt u... I wanted to make u happy...

I decided to try my last luck at Bugis again... intitally i didn't comb tt area cos i tot i could find it in Orchard... Heng ah... finally lemme found it at Lovely Land... diao... realised tt it's just behind Action City... >< ... Quite a number of malaos down there... in different colours too... wanted to buy all of them cos they looked so cute... hahaha... chose the pink colour de malao in the end...

After buying, I quickly rushed to ur house... hahaha... on the way bought old chang kee and 2 sunflowers... cos i knew u had an argument wif ur mum... but i dunno how to help u... so i decided to buy one sunflower for u to cheer up... and the other for ur mum... then hope tt both ger ger and ur mum can make peace and not quarrel... lolz...

Darling... must rmb to drink lots and lots of water... hope tt ur flu goes away... dun tire urself hor... LaoBa is not by ur side now... must take care of urself hor... malao will pei u while u slp... take care ok??? *muacks*

Ytd leng and tat came over my place to slp... b4 tt we had our usual prata session... it was a last minute decision made... paiseh la dear.. didn't pei u tok for the nite... we watched the vid u sent me... hahaha... so funny man... and i was the one who laughed the loudest... haha... can't refrain myself from laughing cos too funny le... the way the ah pek say it... hahaha... tat slept ard 3 plus... leng and I continued our proj... haiz... jsp... damn sian de... an hr passed and i cannot tahan le... slept at 4 plus while leng continued until 5... woke up pretty late today... supposed to wake at 7.30 de... i had already set my hp alarm but in the end it seemed no use... kept pressing the snooze mode for 3 times... dun wanna wake up... hahaha... 8 plus then we managed to wake up... received a call at 8.30 frm feifei and she told us she's on the train le... she herself tot we r meeting at 9 de... while i had already informed wenwei and fenyi tt the meeting was at 10am le... hahaha... in the end then kana nagged by feifei... hahaha...

Finished our discussion in sch... and went home straight after tt... was a long time since i've ever gone home alone... the feeling was sucky... besides also the fact tt erm... hahaha... mama nvr go play mj... and also tt fenyi called me to lemme noe tt i've to come for an hr of proj for my free day... at tt moment was very sian la... hahaha... dear dear... sorry... i dun mean to be soooo sian de la... but dunno y... just feel sian lor... hahaha...

Didn't realised i fell aslp in the late noon... haiz... had a terrible feeling when i woke up just now.... this is like the 3rd or 4th time tt i had this kind of feeling le... the feeling really sux... i woke up in total darkness and felt very lost... i looked ard me and couldn't find u... "y isn't my darling by my side???".... "Y am i alone in this darkness?"... "where r u??? i miss u very much" ... these thoughts just kept flashing in my head... i was sooooooooooooo lost and took abt 5 mins to calm down... oh man... this is definitely worse than a nightmare...and i feel like shyt... >< .... after tt i immediately phoned u becos i wanted to hear ur voice... very happy when i get to hear ur sweet voice... i really really miss u dear dear... i feel like hugging u real tight in my arms right now... *hugz*

Hee... think i'm going to miss my dear dear very much le... cos i won't be seeing u for today and tmr... miss my sweetheart so so so much... hope tt i can get to see u soon... *muacks*

Finally can find some time to blog le... paiseh tt i couldn't update last wk's events ... cos these few days busy studying for test... hope dear dear will understand... man... left with one more mid term test to go le... & a couple of projects deadlines to meet... think tt next wk i'll turn into a zombie... -_-

Shall update abit abt ytd events...

Nth much happened except for the funny incident in the carpark... Shhhh... ger ger dun tell anyone abt this ok??? hahaha... only u and leng noe... and me noe...
lucky the barrier is made of rubber... if not i can drive straight to NUH liao... lolz... Paiseh for my h____ness cos u really really r too powerful le... very hard to resist de lei... i've nvr experienced this kind of strong feeling b4 ever in my whole life... grinz... had the econs test at later in the evening... wasn't easy nor hard... but still can't answer 10+ questions... think this test will lose to u ba... gotta be prepared to get smack by u... hahaha...

As for today... the 2102 test was do-able la... at first i tot it would be very difficult since the past mid term tt i've tried was quite hard... to my surprise the test consisted of mostly MCQs and only a small portion of short answer... dunno la... i've already did my best for this test le... so i'll just wait for the release of the results ba...

Went to PS to collect our couple rings from Couple Lab... the rings really look so nice... really like it ^_^ ... love the engravings also... :)... saw the cute kapo malao at more than words... but only left the display de which had a pen mark on it... dunno which iiidiot itchy hand give it a scar on its face... haiz... now left harbourfront de more than words le... but i'm sure ur LaoBa be able to find it de... at most i buy the biggest malao for u lor... erm... haha...

Bought several stuff from the Jap DaiSo store... this store looks really interesting... sells practically everything... from household products to food to accessories blah blah blah... finally found the socks tt u've wanted... & u ask me tt how come there are 2 socks in the packaging... wahahaha... ger ger sooooo funny... bought alot of jap snacks to eat at home... dunno whether there will be any left for u tmr... hehe...also bought the IQ toy with the 5-star difficulty... wonder y ger ger keep saying urself very smart de yet u can't solve this thing... but dun worry i haven't throw the answers yet... dunno how to solve can ask me... lolz...

Not to forget must thanx sweetheart for waiting for me this noon despite i've a proj discussion... And GOSH... u really look very cute and lovely with ur hair tied up... just can't resist kissing u on ur soft cheeks so many times today... I love my sweety ger ger so much... *muacks muacks muacks*

Wat a very hazy mid autumn this year... so much smoke... nevertheless still can see children, adults and couples celebrating this festive season... candles... sparkles... fanciful lanterns lit up the hazy night... asked my mama and bro to take a stroll in the neighbourhood park... think this is one of the few times we get together and have some fun as a family(haiz... too bad it isn't a complete one...)

Went straight to ur house after tt... called u up to ask u to come down... wondered y u keep saying tt i'm boliao... u sounded machiam like not happy like tt... dunno if i've done the right thing or not... or shld i say... i've been doing the wrong thing all these while rite???... dunno la... but too bad i'm a sibei boliao de person... lolz... actually i came cos i wanted to pass u the snowskin mooncakes... and have a simple celebration wif u... tt's all... i didn't wanto take up most of ur time cos i noe tt u r studying for tmr's test... but it's the mid autumn ma... and my first time so called "celebrating" wif u.... u also very weird de... i bring u the mooncakes to let u eat de... then u keep rejecting... dunno y... tot tat time u said u wanto eat the mooncakes de... then now u say i keep it for myself.... so weird... maybe i better read up on the male-female gender relationship communication for NM2201... haha.... somemore eat the spoilt durian...issit keep too long liao... i not sure but i'm sure the ebony and ivory sure can eat de ba...

Had a great time wif u at ur void deck.. played with candles.. sparkles and the lanterns... eat the sour durian mooncake... hahaha... i noe y sour le... cos of the stupid haze... spoil the durian... tmd... hahahaha... anyway... thanks for pei-ing me tonite la...

Just got back home after finishing filming for our cs2250 project... was very hungry cos nvr ate dinner... gobbled the dinner my mama prepared... now still abit hungry... think i'll eat the famous amos cookies and blog at the same time ba...

Filming was quite smooth la... acting as the inventory man... i've one of the least lines to say... but i think i screwed up when delivering those lines... walao.. tok so unaturally... not born to be a actor ba... hahaha... had a couple of laughs when my proj team looked at our NG scenes... hahaha... after shooting the last scene we rewind the cam and browsed through the scenes tt we took... tot tt we already finished fliming le.. but found out tt somehow one of my part was not recorded... instead the part when i was rehearsing the lines to myself and preparing my speech was recorded instead... i ended up redoing my scene again... crap sia...

Bought toto earlier today... shared a ticket wif ger ger... bought the numbers 3 8 11 20 23 26...(my bdae, ur bdae and our anniversary day)... hopefully can win the first prize, if not the 2nd prize for tmr's lottery draw... win le then can travel wif ger ger ard the world... lolz...

Btw... i found the exact song tt suited my ger and my feelings for u... it's titled as 可爱女人 by jay zhou... here's the lyrics:

There's alot of things to blog today... & and alot of *sorry* to say to u... erm...where shall i start???

Today is the 6th gf-bf day... suppose to study in scotts orchard... but end up nvr study properly... *sorry* ... i must apologize for being so iiidiot.... and naughty also.. but dunno y lei... i just can't seem to control myself... u really look so awesome... & super cute too... waste my time trying to control myself and doing sth really stupid... i've tried really hard to stop myself... but those efforts are in vain... no matter how hard i try the feeling just keeps coming back.. haiz... i must really say tt u have made me really really really h____ today... i can't concentrate... cos the look of u... really mersmerises me totally... i'm real *sorry* for making such comments...

We had our tepanyaki for dinner at food republic... after tt did some window shopping and food hunting... bought the uzumaki green tea ice cream and ate happily... we were enjoying ourselves and had a very humourous and fun window shopping... everything was smooth then ....

This was where i started to show u my iiiidiotic attitude when u said u dun wan to go... to be real honest i'm sianz when u said tt... cos b4 tt u told me tt u will go de... but after thinking for awhile.. i finally realized tt the fault lies with me... i shouldn't be tt stupid and iiidiotic... y must i be like tt??? i can't forgive myself for harbouring such stupid thoughts and neglected ur feelings... i think this is sth i need to improve on... u were very sian then... my heart really hurts alot when i see u like tt... this is the moment when i started to understand tt i shouldn't give u such stupid attitude... i dun blame u for fa pi qi... cos all along it's my fault... i have to say tt i just can't help it for being like tt at tt time... i'm really *sorry*... think need to do some self reflection... u should buy for me a shirt with the words "Zi Bi" printed on it...wahahahaa....

Today is also the day tt I took off my earrings... u kept asking me y i want to do so... and told me to put back... but i dun want... i've already decided tt i want to take out le... i want to leave a gd impression to ur whole family... i wanna be a gd bf... and ultimately a very gd husband... so i think a small sacrifice is ok de... i dun mind wasting the money tt i've used for piercing ... but i just wanna make u happy... i tot u will not be used to me w/o my earrings on... but in fact u told me tt i look better this way... i was delighted to hear tt...

We proceeded our window shopping at PS... haiz... didn't manage to buy the couple ring tt we both liked... cos there is no size for my finger... only size 18 and 23 were available... so crap... pui... this is one of the rare chances tt both of us have decided on the same ring... ended up nvr buy.... but nvm... cos we can go on another day to buy de... we haven't visited the main outlet at the 2nd floor yet... maybe there is stock for tt ring... shall go there again on our next gf-bf day... dunno i suay or wat... planned long ago to buy the malao soft toy for u de... but the mini toons nvr sell the smaller size de... and the biggest size cost a bomb... walao... nvm... this time i can't get it i shall look for it some time later...

*Sorry* la dear dear... i think today i abit too iiidiot le... cannot control la... hahahaha... paiseh... hope u dun mind to have this h____ laoba as ur bf... but to think in a positive way la... u r the only one who is capable of making me feel this way lor... u r soooooo great!!!... hehe.... yalor... somemore i keep having mixed feelings... one moment toking tt thing to u... one moment joking wif u... hahaha... first time having such funny feeling...

Ger Ger... just to let u noe... i really really love u from the bottom of my heart... i wanna make u happy each day... hope u can forgive on my stupid behaviour today... *sorry* though i can't assure u tt i wont do it again cos i must admit u r simply tooooooo powerful le... lolz....

Just ended my conversation with ger ger... now haven't 3 o'clock so can blog abit...

I'm glad tt u sound better le... hope tt my sms got at least bring a smile to u...(if nvr lemme noe... i'll improve on this...lolz) paiseh nvr reply u on msn cos doing tt sms ma... hahaha... think tt's the least thing tt i can do ba...

hmmm... gd pal leng seems so stress nowsadays... called him just now to see if he's alrite... work is piling up on him yet he has to listen to his gf fa lao shao... so many things in his head he still have to tahan... told him to take things easy le... i think some stress is ok de... but cannot overstress oneself ba...

Haiz... need to clear wid feifei abt the toilet thing... it's not tt i leave w/o saying gdbye or wat... but at tt time i was in a hurry to the loo... somemore feifei and leng walked so fast in front of me... wanted to use the toilet in the soc building de... but cos urgent ma... i dunno wanna cross the road and leave yellow stains lying around...hahaha... erm... i really wonder y feifei say she will kana blacklisted by u... hahaha... cos i'm blacklisted by her bf... pui... first time ever in my life i ever kana blacklisted...

Ok... back to u ger ger... i noe alot of things cramming ur head now... like ur bdae thingy... i can understand roughly how u feel la... u dun wan to make it so mafan and stuff like tt... this kind of things alot of last min thing de la... see how lor... cos if u can get the condo then everything will be quite smooth le... if u can't get it... then maybe no choice le ba... i still think celebrating wif ur family shld be the highest priority la... maybe a mini celebration with ur family will do... but u say ur frds will celebrate for u... if they r willing to celebrate for u y reject their offer... just go for it lor... i noe it's mafan la... but maybe tt's the last resort lor... u can't say u dun wanna celebrate... cos ur gd pals will definitely celebrate for u de... so... no choice if really like tt then go for it lor... but still hope can get the condo ba...

Abt the biz venture u gals r doing... u have ur reasons for not contributing enough la... i mean u r now still schooling... u have tons of work, proj, test to do le... how to find time to do ur part for the biz??? Perhaps do a little ba... or let ur frds noe tt u r busy lor... i think they'll understand de...

And ger... dun overstress urself ok??? i can understand tt u have alot of things to settle...well... u dun have to worry too much la... u have frds and family to share and help u... plus... ur bf Laoba is here to help u de...

~I'm always here by ur side~ *HuGz*

School was as usual... finished my 2250 tutorial presentation today... think my presentation was lousy cos i nvr really prepared for it... read most of the points directly from the ppt slides... anyway this small project only contributes to 5% of the overall mark...

Bungseh-ed my friend and had my lunch wif ger ger in sci canteen...lolz... the sambal grilled dory was nice... but somehow i think the fish was not cooked fully... cos of it's texture and taste ba... went for my maths tutorial and this was when i started to feel like shyt... my head suddenly became heavy and my whole body became restless... paiseh ger ger... if i appeared so sianz... must blame the haze la... i think i breathed in too much smoke le... made me feel so drowsy...

The MA1505 killer paper... wah... This is the most fucked up paper I've ever done... only managed to do 2 qns out of a total of 12qns... the rest of the qns were really difficult... Pui... alot of my frds also feel tt this test is very hard... my ger ger also thinks so... For the rest of the qns I just tried my luck and ti kum... If I get at least 3 correct i'll be considered lucky le...

Got to drive ger ger's car again on our way home... so fun & exciting... but u lessened on ur nagging le... hahahaha... nvr hear u say "brake BRAKE!!!" today... the feeling is back liao... got a better control of the car...guessed i made an improvement today... drove my sweetheart to the coffeshop near my place to eat dinner...

Ger ger... I feel so happy when I see u today... i really wanna hug u tight tight the moment i see u ...i really miss u these 2 days... though i may not show my feelings very directly... from the bottom of my heart i'm very very very happy to get to see u... i love my ger ... i luv u... *muacks*

Had a couple of problems with my blog... dunno y it always hangs whenever i load the page...need to remove the background midi to resolve the problem... hmmm... maybe i shld not hide the player and autostart the music...

Went to visit my dad's altar with my relatives today... the monk recited the chant while we prayed our late dad... mama actually asked for 4D numbers during the ritual... but in the end none of the numbers came out in today's lottery draw(haiz)... had our sumptuous lunch at geylang before we parted with our relatives...

Later in the noon, Mama & bro went to my san yee's place for their regular mj session... Though I'm alone at home... I've my sweet ger ger to pei me tok over the phone... had an interesting & funnny conversation with u... when we started mentioning stuff abt our kids in the future... shared our reactions about the various situations tt could happen to our children... Each situation will end up me being "PA!!!" for no reason... lolz... everything will also relate to me de... kids drink too much will "PA!!!" me... kids dun listen to u will "PA!!!" me... kids watch mickey mouse also will "PA!!!" me... kids pierce ear will also "PA!!!" me... kids DIY will also "PA!!!" me... wah... like tt hor their daddy will be very jialat lei... everyday kana "PA!!!" by mummy... sooner or later our kids cannot recognize me le... hahaha... it will be gd to have u to discipline our kids... hahaha... then u become bad guy and i become the gd guy... but dun worry la... our kids will be very guai de... anywayz... i think it will be a very interesting scene if we have kids in the future... wonder how life will be like then.............


(Away in Dreamland.......)


(Busy in Dreamland.......)


(Still in Dreamland......)


(Taylor comes into Dreamland.....)


Walao... so sianz... needa to get back to taylor series le la... tmr test sure buang de... but must make sure cannot lose to ger ger... i want my kisses...


P.S:
Ger Ger... i find u more and more sweet le... lolz... i dunno y... but it seems tt u r more and more adorable... more and more ke ai... more and more sweet... more and more tian... more and more cute... more and more lovable... feel like hugging u tight tight... *HUGZ* ... and kiss u on ur cheeks... *Muackz*... I really miss u...