haiz... today made my darling so sianz... can't believe wat i did just now... it was all too stupid and iiiidiotic... wanna blog all my feelings now... hope my dar dar can reach home safely...

sorry tt i've let u down... it was supposed to be a happy nite... but turned out to be not for the both of us... just becos of me... making a damn stupid mistake... something which i can't atone... can't believe ... really can't believe wat i had done in front of ur frds... i felt so ashamed... so remorse.... first time i felt so like shyt... at colleen's party i showed u stupid attitude... just becos i was a bit tired... i needed some rest but in turn i turned myself moody... then when qin made the comment abt me when i bidded joe in a gua lan way... i was more disturbed... i intended to tell u all this after the whole thing cos i didn't wan to affect u... and the whole party... but guessed somehow i made the wrong choice... haiz... wished i could turn back time... but time itself forbade it... everything had happened so fast... now i'm here writing this blog... feeling so ashamed and gulity at the same time... n guess wat... this is the first time tt i blog so fast w/o thinking... i just kept typing and typing all the way...

abt the driving part... i really need to sincerely apologize to u... actually i wasn't very tired le... but in the end nearly caught into the accident... i swore i didn't see those cyclist... it was my biggest mistake tt i had ever made in my whole life... i could've been more alert... no... but i didn't... this nearly turned into a big big tragedy... u had constantly reminded me to keep a lookout and to drive safely... somehow i didn't manage to do tt... so wat i had drove all these while... tt time i had the hangover and still insisted on driving... i think i need to change my thinking le... cos my grave mistake could cost a big accident... haiz... i tot i could drive with more confidence... but those confidence turned out to be complacency... i should have drove more carefully... be more alert... i dun wan to end up like my father... he drove so recklessly and left my family w/o a word in the end... this already served as a big warning to me le... but i didn't take it seriously... luckily no one gets hurt in the end... or else i'll be held responsible and will feel regret for the rest of my life...

sorry dar dar... i made u very sianz... and kept asking u y u so sianz... i felt tt u need to correct me on my wrongdoings... even though i kept giving stupid excuses... i need to do some self reflection man... i promise u tt i won't drive again when i'm not in the right mood... need to be super duper xtra careful...

dar dar... do u now i was very very worried when u drove back all by urself???... i noe u r also very tired le... but i'm scared tt wat happened just now might have affected u... i wanted to pour out all my feelings to u de just now... but dar dar also tired le... and u need to get back home early too... so paiseh... i didn't wan to call out kayv they all cos i also dun wan myself to affect them too... i only wanto share this wid u darling... u r the only person tt i really could pour out my feelings de... not only u r my gf.... but inside my heart i always feel u in me... watever things tt i've done i want to tell u... share wif u.... cos i dunno if i can go thru this alone... even my closest frds dunno much of my inner feelings... i want to pour all out... every bits of secret hidden in my heart... to my one and only u...

guess i've diverted too much le... but after i ended my conversation wif u just now... i was soooooooo happy tt u r alright le... luckily u reach home safely le... i even made a silent prayer just now... hoping tt u reach back safely... i think u may find me naggy... cos i have the tendency to keep repeating those mistakes i've made and say "sorry" over and over again even though u have said tt it's alright... i'm glad tt u nvr scold me... i wish u would... but in fact u didn't and u reminded me to be more xtra careful next time when i drive... i realise tt my dar dar is sooooo understanding... i love u dear... all the more i want to cherish u now... like wat kayv have said... i really must take gd care of u... cos all these while u have taken gd care of me... i must thank u dear dear... i love u so much... *muacks*...

guess i shall stop here le ba... tmr still have to study.. must heed ger ger's advice to slp early so tt tmr can study... hope tt we can brave thru this exam period together... lolz... Aza Aza Fighting!!!!

woohoo!!! so happy today... cos first time i ever stepped into my dar dar's house officaially... n it's the first time tt i went thru the meet-the-family session... all these while i have been rendevous-ing with dar dar at her void deck... the closest tt i ever stepped was just outside her house... hee... then this special day... our 3mth anniversary became my first n virgin visit to my dar dar's house...

0915hrs:
Laoba woke up... bathed to keep myself fresh and free of germs...

0930hrs:
styled my hair... dar dar called me... asked ger abt my attire... making general preparations for the battle... HR: 5/10

0950hrs:
settled on wearing berms and blue shirt... rather a sloppy battle attire... set to tampines interchange to take my weapon...

1015hrs:
reached tampines interchange... bought the ba gua from the famous-but-i-dunno-wat- store... store uncle kept psychoing me to buy the cheese bagua... got 20% discount... intended to buy de... but after he mentioned the price... i quickly threw a smoke bomb and ran away...

1030hrs:
took bus 72 and headed to my destination... with the nicely packed ba gua in hand...

1050hrs:
dar dar called to check my location... sat for another 20 mins b4 reaching destination...

1110hrs:
reached destination... dar dar was there to pick me up... went up together...
HR: 7/10

1115hrs:
Entered target... but dar dar's family was sleeping then... passed the bagua to dar dar... went into dar dar's room and started our revision...
HR: 6/10

1322hrs:
dar dar's mum woke up le... quickly called "auntie"... HR: 7/10

1426hrs:
auntie cooked our lunch... we ate our lunch in the kitchen... the fried rice and fish tasted nice nice... also saw dar dar's bro and uncle...

1500-1630 hrs:
studied with dar dar... ocassionally doze off unknowingly... at one time both of us were left alone in the house... hmmmm... i wondered y... did sth mischievous too... auntie came back with 2 packets of cai dao gui... both of us ate until full full...
HR: 5/10

(Cos of some personal reasons... e.g too full... LaoBa didn't keep track of the time... so he'll just carry on blogging as per normal...)

hahaha... so after eating the tea snack... we continued to study... ger ger fell aslp cos u too tired le... u slept rather soundly lor... at this pt i went to the loo... ur mummy was cooking dinner then... managed to tok to her abit... lolz... toking abt some casual stuff la...

Had our dinner le... wat a tasty meal... there were fish, soup and vegetables... all these suited to my appetite man... hee... but a bit paiseh cos ur mummy had to cook my serving for lunch and dinner... so we continued to study for the rest of the night until i headed back to my home le...

Thanx darling for giving me a chance to visit ur home... it is cosy though... feels homely to me... lolz... hope i'll have more chances to visit this comfortable home again in future... heez... luv my dar dar very much... *muacks*


HR - HeartRate
1-3 : normal
4-5 : faster than normal
6-7 : abit nervous
8-9 : gan cheong spider
10 : heart attack

Haha.... ger ger finally received the cd from the letterbox le... this was a video made by her dear flowers qin and shan... n ger ger was so touched tt she cried once again le... hmmm... they really too lihai le... did so much stuff for my ger ger... i really feel happy for u for having these wonderful frds...

Time to update my blog le... there r so many things to write man...

On fri nite we(flowers,nic and me) reached ger ger's bdae venue at Tong Watt mansion... bought some food and snacks at the cold storage to last us throughout the nite... had a nite eat out at the bakuteh stall... didn't taste as nice as the one tt we had a wk ago... somemore the auntie quite guai lan... diao me when i asked for more soup... should've thrown tt piece of garlic at her... lolz...

back to the mansion... ger ger's flowers did a magnificent bdae surprise for her... it was a made-up DHL parcel with all her presents inside... they had nic act as the delivery man... i helped a abit by coaxing my darling into the room while they staged their surprise... oblivious of wat was happening out there, ger ger went out to answer the door... laughter filled the whole room as nic was asking for "ms huang" n ger ger was so dumbfounded... so ger ger got her parcel and opened it... it was a "chionging" gift set... there was a bdae card... a make up pouch set... a sexy looking top with ribbon... a white mini skirt... and a pair of shoes... most of the gifts were the ones tt my darling had always wanted liao... after tt i did my little bit by bringing ger ger back to the room again while the flowers prepared another fantastic performance... lin signalled ger ger to go out... there appeared a colourful signage tt lit up brightly in the living room... they made a ferris wheel signage for ger ger and ger ger's past photos was pasted on each cabin... wow... i didn't noe darling was so "beautiful" in the past de... hahahaha... then a short performance followed... the 5 flowers sang happy bdae in the form of YMCA and it was really nice... ger ger was so touched tt she cried for joy...

As for the whole nite we played mahjong and prepared abit for ger ger's bdae decorations... ger ger and me slept on one bed... hee... i felt so cosy to have my ger ger sleeping beside me...

the next day began and we prepared for ger ger's bdae celebrations... ger ger's sis and mummy came to prepare the food... i must admit i was a abit nervous when ur mum and sis came... cos i had no idea wat to say to them... in the end kept kana suan by qin... -_-" ... but hor... ur sis really looked better in person... n much sweeter of cos... lolz... as for ur mummy she looked like a tough mum to me... i didn't really noe how to start a conversation wif her... paiseh la... hahaha... for the whole noon i help to do up the decorations and arrange the balloons... erm... i dun think i got help much at all la... paiseh ah...

Ger ger's family came in from 5 plus... slowly n slowly the crowd gets bigger... managed to tok to ur er ge... he roughly gave me an idea of who ur family members were... we also toked abt some casual stuff like his work as an insurance agent... when most of ur family members came i was a bit pressured cos i dunno wat shld i do... this is also the first time i get to see most of them at a go... i felt like toking to each and everyone of them but i dunno how to initiate the conversation... i could have interacted easily de but becos i am ur bf i tend to be a bit more reserved towards ur family... paiseh ma... hahaha... so somehow i became a temp camera man and started taking photos of ur family... this is how i started toking to ur ah ma when she toked to me... aiya... didn't noe tt i ended up becoming one of ur family's topics... haiz.. somehow or the other i think i didn't really perform well on tt day... rated myself 5/10 tt day...

soon ger ger's bdae party was filled with more and more friends n relatives... met leng Tat and QQ at ard 8plus... had bought a bouquet of 21 roses for my dear dear... hoped it was a pleasant surprise for u... actually i was paiseh when i presented u the flowers n the present rite in front of ur family... nvr in my whole life i had ever done tt... x_x" ... my frds presented u with a really creative booklet and a gift... i really liked leng's drawings and those ideas... so cute and funny man...

the mansion was so lively then... joy and laughter filled the place... the photo taking session with the cake was one of the longest of all... hahaha... hmmm... i tot i would be one of the last ones to take with u de... cos i already told u so... but ended up becoming one of the first fews... alamak... anyway thanx to my beautiful and cute ger ger for letting me take pictures wif u... felt so honoured man... u really looked great in tt jumper outfit... u looked hot and spicy... oops... i mean hot and cute...hahaha...so the cake cutting ceremony began and ur family played ard wif u... smashing ur face with cakes... hahaha.. i immediately came to help u wipe off the cream from ur face... aiya... didn't noe they'll say tt i nian u... but dunno lei... tt was my natural reaction then... hahaha... ger ger really had a great time then... ^_^

so after the bdae celebration i went down wif my grp of frds to dbl o... ordered chivas and had a couple of drinks... when dear dear came down with ur frds i think i was a bit high le... had abit too much drinks le... hahaha.. sorry darling... made u all worried abt me... u r supposed to be the one enjoying de... ended up have to pei me and take care of me ... tt leng tat and lj also wat de... kept asking me to drink ... heng dear dear helped me to fend them off... or else i really become one crazy drunkard monkey le... hahaha... really had fun wif dar dar when we danced so freely... caught tt Tat behaving intimately to trista's frd... wat the... so fast de... hahaha... but hor.. darling... u really looked superb in tt outfit... u really looked very beautiful and pretty... hee... had so much fun then...

so after the clubbing session i parted with my frds and returned to the mansion... ger ger started to tok rubbish and i managed to film each and every moment of it... hahaha.. so funny when u said "Darling... I'm not drunk" and "Darling ... stop fliming me" in a slightly high pitch tone... hahaha... dar dar looked like a drunkard fool then... hahahhaa... so all ur frds turned in for the nite... n we got back to our rooms to slp... and erm...yea... really had a great nite... ^_^

we cleared all our stuffs the next day and headed back to our homes to rest... and tt marked the end of ger ger's bdae celebration...

then for ger ger's bdae ytd... ger ger was at home for the whole day and u studied maths... hahaha... can't believe u have to study on ur bdae... but nvm.. cos all along i had already planned to have a mini celebration with u n to present u the bdae gift on ur actual bdae... so long nvr been to ur house void deck secretly le since the mid autumn fest... sang bdae song and ate the mini slice of ice cream cake wif ger ger... wish tt this mini celebration help to liven up ur spirits then... hahaha...

dar dar... hope u have enjoyed ur 21st bdae with ur family, frds, flowers n me... now become big ger ger liao... can make adult decisions le... i really look forward to watching R21 movie wif u lei.. lolz...

~ watching as my baby flower grows up happily ~

dunno wat to write... cos felt very paiseh and abit regret now... haiz... shldn't have told u abt the present tt i'm going to give u... cos now it has lost its value le... it is meant to be a small surprise de... but now i dun think there is any surprise le... haiz... but i hope u will like it ba... though it's sth tt doesn't has any value and it's a common present... just hope tt u treat this as a xiao xiao xin yi from ur dearest laoba... i know u have been eyeing on tt bag since tt time we went to the bugis street... so decided to get u tt bag tt u fancied... didn't really noe wat to get for u for ur bdae present... abit headache... cos u said tt u have almost everything le... really really very sorry cos i can't get anything nice for my dear dear ba... dun be too disappointed ok???

ok shall blog abt today's events ba... i met ger ger after her lesson in nus and we headed to queensway shopping centre to shop for my polo tee... ate the katong laksa and it really tasted very gd... the only bad thing is tt it's serving is too small... so after eating both of us went to each shop to look at the clothes... ger ger bought 6 pairs of earrings as gifts for her flowers... i tried out some polos and berms and finally decided on this shop at level 2(forget shop name liao)... i ended up buying the polo tee and the berms tt the manequin is wearing... hahaa... the combination seems pretty gd... looks quite nice on me though... so i bought the combi at $60... after discount... can wear this on the ger ger's bdae le... lolz...

later we headed to ikea to window shop... first time ger ger bring me to this place cos i've nvr enter this building in my whole life... so on our way we ate the cai ye dan and cup corn... to our surprise... we found out tt ger ger's cai ye dan had two yolks in it... this is the first time tt both of us have seen it... so ridiculous... hahaha... it's a twin egg... in future ger ger will be able to give birth to 2 of my lovable twins... hahaha... we were looking ard at ikea and shared thoughts abt our house decor in the future... hee.. actually at tt time i can't wait to settle down wif u and live in our own cosy home with our adorable kids...

the chicken wings at the cafe tasted rather nice and juicy and each of us ate 2... b4 we left the building i bought a hotdog for $1... cost quite cheap and tasted pretty nice too... today really ate alot of stuff... hotdog... chicken wings... cup corns.. cai ye dan... laksa... oh man ... becoming more fat liao... wonder if i can wear those berms by ur bdae... hahaha...

Thank u darling for accompanying me to shop today... i really luv u very much... Thanx so much darling for brightening my day... muacks!!!!

time to update my blog le after finished toking to ger ger... i say today i'll write de...these few days nvr blog cos had been busy sleeping... hahaha... paiseh la... these few days weather too gd le... somemore haben had enuff slp...

went to lin's bdae party on sat at east coast... ger ger and i reached there early to help out wif the decorations... along wif the other flowers... lin's party was based on the balloon theme... and we decorated the chalet with purple and white balloons... i blew abt 20 plus balloons ba... so long nvr blow balloon le... kinda go back to childhood times... lolz...

the guests started pouring in at ard 6 plus 7... then the flowers were busy grooming themselves... hahaha... no wonder lin abit sianz la... cos she was lost and didn't have an idea of wat to do... she didn't noe who to entertain as she felt tt she would neglect one grp if she entertained the other... hahaha... i told her tt it was ok since all of us can entertain ourselves de la... somehow she was still abit sianz... haiz... at the start i was alone for quite sometime (u gals busy changing ma)... but i wasn't so sianz cos i was busying sticking back those balloons back to the walls... the scotch tapes weren't sticky enuff la... lost it's adhesiveness so easily de... now and then i had to stick those balloons back ...

seemed tt u flowers loved taking pics... every now and then could see darling, col, wei, qin taking pics.... hahaha... kinda liked some pics tt we had taken as a whole grp... and the ones tt i had taken with my xiao tao qi... ^_^... u really looked very pretty and chio... so attracted to u... hee

the food was nice... i was so hungry and helped myself wif several servings... to replenished the energy lost for doing the decorations... lolz... soon the phototaking with the bdae gal lin took place... in the meantime i saw xw standing alone... somehow i felt tt he was lonely... so i started to spark a conversation with him... had those casual talks abt army life and normal stuff... i knew he was qin and ur ex... but dunno y i felt the need to tok to him... cos for the whole nite he was rather quiet... i could understand it becos of some reasons... perhaps i'm too frdly le ba...need to tok... tt's y approached him to tok cock... hahaha... no wonder u gals felt tt it was weird to see me toking to him... hahaha... he is ok la... somemore he told me tt dear is a gd gal and a nice person... but i dun totally agree cos u r the BEST ger in my life!!! So the phototaking with lin went on... lin's admirer was being teased by his frds when he took a photo wif her... hahaha... both of them were paiseh ba... but i think lin must have felt so gd inside... lolz... jialat liaoz... think kana blacklisted by her admirer cos in one of the shots i held lin by her waist... actually i didn't intend to do so de... i swear... but they kept saying "closer"...so i showed them wat was meant by "closer"... hai lin kana qnsed by her frds... hahaha... think better this way... then like tt her admirer will start to feel jealous and quickly woo her... if really like tt i'll be their matchmaker le... wahahhaa...

After the party and everything... the flowers(minus u noe who), nic and me stayed in the chalet... i felt tt u gals had done a great job... doing the nice signage... the decorations... the puzzle present... so creative... but lin did not seem so happy abt it... hahaha... as usual as mentioned by nic... lin was moody abt it.. i felt tt so weird... cos she was the bdae ger and her close frds had already done a great job le... dunno y she still so moody... hmmmm... no wonder cannot offend her... but lucky she was fine after some time and she joined me and ger... shan... col for a game of mahjong... had a great game cos darling and me kept winning... both of us had won "gor tai" somemore... won most shan's and col's $$... hahaha.. i felt so paiseh... after a long and tiring game... all of us turned in one room... YEAH!!!! Finally can get to slp with my darling le... my dear dear so nice to hug... the feeling was so wonderful when i hold u close to my body... it was beyond words could describe... slept so soundly then... somemore when i woke up i was able to see ger ger... so thrilled...even though it was a mere 3 hrs of slp... after clearing our stuff we headed back to our homes...

ger ger couldn't slp cos u had to rush ur 2103 proj... my darling so poor thing... not enuff slp still have to struggle to finish the proj by all means... i'm sorry tt i couldn't helped u much... ytd darling had to work thru the nite until 9am this morn then u sleep... aiya... ger ger... dun be sianz the proj not being fully completed... u had already tried ur best le... now gotta concentrate on the exam lor... but look at the brighter side... my dear dear scored 13/15 for her quiz... the highest mark obtained for all her quizzes... my dear sooooooooo lihai!!!! :) ... ger ger also very naughty... tricked me saying tt u scored only 3 marks... hai me so worried abt u... naughty naughty ger... but laoba like... hee... and yea... we won 40 plus bucks for ibet too... hahaha... so heng... u really bring me so much luck... lolz... even though it's a small win... but it's still a win anyway... perhaps it's a stepping stone for a big win lei???

5 more days le... hahaha... can start to countdown le... time really flies.. i wished i could have it's wings(laoba started to feel abit tired liao... so started to write crap)... wahahaha... but really looked forward to this day... shall stop here for now ba.. going to lose to Z monster le... hahaha....

time to update my blog le... haiz... ger ger so sianz and tired today... cos ur dayima come liao... am quite worried when i heard tt u had occasional stomach cramps...

first thing is to apologize to u abt the things i had said in the bus when i sent u home... i noe these few days u have been quite stress over ur proj... esp when the deadline is due on mon... and ur grp haben really finished most of it... how i wish i could help u... in any other way... cos i can't bear to see u stress so much over ur proj work... honestly... i think dear dear stress urself too much le... perhaps abit of stress is ok de... but now u seem very stress... i mean u just try ur best to do wat u can do la... i'm worried abt U.... dead worried... paiseh la dear dear... cos i see tt u r trying ur best to accomodate to ur proj and lin's bdae celebration at the same time... and u make urself very tired le... tt's y i had said some things tt i shldn't just now... in turn made u more sianz and somehow add xtra stress to u... when i took the bus back home i did some self reflection on the things i had said... i keep advising u to have enuff rest b4 u attend her bdae party or leave her party early so tt u can go home and get enuff rest b4 u start on ur proj... finally felt tt there wasn't any wrong wif u to satisfy both parties... lin is ur very gd frd and u dun wan to disappoint her... i agree... n maybe u can do ur best to accomodate to both sides... perhaps i think too much le... aiya... dunno y... i think i did a bad job for giving u advices today... i shld've encourage u instead of hindering the things u wanna do... haiz... pls forgive me darling... dui bu qi... heng ger ger now better le... but then just now the fact tt lj gave u attitude and tt i didn't manage to help u book dbl o made u more sianz... dunno y dbl o so weird de... how come got such thing as table not guaranteed de... haiz... too bad i'm not a regular chiongster... if not u would not have to ask lj then put up wif his attitude...

hmmm... how come i didn't help u much ah... perhaps the least thing i always be by ur side... give u support and encouragement from now onwards... i really care for u dear... must rmb to have enuff rest hor... just try ur best for ur proj... Go Go JiaYOu!!!!! AzA AzA Fighting!!!!

~alongside wif u...~

Travelled quite a number of places today... rather eventful... collected the first hp K610im for my mama at bukit timah plaza b4 i went to sch... i had nvr been to this plaza b4... i initially tot this place was a shopping mall de... then when i went in it looked kinda old and small... met the hp seller's dad at the small foodcourt and done our transaction there... he was quite a nice person cos he was very easy-going and allowed me to make stringent checks on the phone... even told me to contact his son if i managed to find any problems wid the phone... the k610im is easy to use and real cheap... i paid $290 it... while the market price goes abt 350 to 450 bucks... wat a great deal... lolz

after finishing my transaction... i dabao 2 pkts of braised duck rice for ger ger and me... hmmm... when u told me u were craving for the duck rice i was quite surprised man... cos b4 i even came to the plaza i had already decided to buy the braised duck rice for u le... it was meant to be a pleasant surprise for u... but i didn't noe the transaction took so long... luckily u called and haben eaten ur lunch at tt time... so i bought the rice and immediately took a cab to NUS... i had also bought the tong yum soup for py cos i wanna show her tt i really mean wat i said de... n i'm not joking de... hahaha... she must be really shocked when u said i will be buying the tong yum soup for her... hahaha... somemore while eating she kept saying tt she was paiseh abt this... hahaha... dun care la... who ask her to dare me... dear dear shld noe me de la... when i say sth... i really mean it de... hahaha... paiseh la ger ger... make u kana shoot by kelly they all... but hor.. abt the duck rice thingy hor... i really dun understand lei... cos i didn't noe tt u were craving for it in the first place... heez...

i skipped my 2102 lessons and we ate our lunch at sci canteen... no pt going for lect cos i've really missed most it le... lolz... then after lunch ger ger and i took bus to bukit batok central where i dealed my 2nd and last transaction for the day... dunno y i got this weird feeling... hahaha... we went to This Fashion in the West Mall... haiz... tt place didn't even sell ur jumper... crap sia... hahaha... soon i met with the seller at the hello singtel shop... to my surprise he's a middle aged man... cos thru the phone he sounded quite nua and i tot tt he was a young chap... so i bought my blue z610i phone and got a Wong Lee Hom cd for free too... lolz... wow.. i tested it at home and it really looked damn cool lor... the OLED display is very attractive... a real designer phone... n i actually paid $388 for it rather than the market price of $520... really saved alot today when i purchased these 2 phones...

Ger ger shld buy the pink one hor... to match my blue de... hahaha... i tell u it really look damn nice lor...sorry for being iiidiot la... i can always sponsor u de... but u sure dun wan one... so wait till after i strike lottery then i buy for u ba... but like tt u have to wait lei... hee hee... hopefully this coming wk i can strike 4d... heez...

We headed to paya lebar to try our last luck to find ur jumper... during the mrt trip ger ger sounded rather sianz and tired... then while u were slping on my shoulders i was actually praying tt we can find ur jumper by today... b4 we searched the biggest This Fashion outlet i told u we sure can find it there de... then at first dear dear found the jumper section but couldn't find the jumper u wanted... i was rather disappointed... but kept thinking it is ridicuous cos the biggest outlet shld have it de ma... then we asked the salesperson to check for its stock... then when the salesgal came out... dear dear straightaway said "Mei you....confirm"... in the end the salesgal passed us the jumper tt u had been longing for... wahahahahaha... "confirm" how come become not confirm de... hmmm... next time u buy 4d u also must say "Mei zhong... confirm" ... perhaps u'll zhong tou jiang... lolz... finally could see tt radiant smile on ur face le when we found tt jumper... we also managed to find a pretty cute pink poka dot dress... both clothes really looked great on u when u tried both on... u looked hot with the jumper on... and wah... u really captivated me when i saw u dressed in the pink poka dot dress... u look really wonderful and cute!!! this dress really suits u alot...

dunno today damn heng or wat... ger ger got a 20% discount when u signed up for the This Fashion 2 yr membership... somemore it's so qiao tt this mth's is ur bdae... wah... the membership in the end cost $3 only instead of the usual $10... ger ger super lucky today... heez... i really feel gd for u... and this is the time u really smiled alot...

wat's more even heng is tt we managed to eat the chou to fu near grandlink square... enjoyed the 2 pieces of chou tofu... tasted really nice and crispy... not very smelly today though... but now i abit craving for it liao... hahaha...

hmmm... i felt so gd today... not only becos tt i got z610i le... but becos my lovely xiao tao qi has finally found her jumper... plus the really nice pink poka dot dress.. plus the fact tt this mth's ur bdae and u had a discount... plus chou tofu... and oh ya.. and also the surprise ur mum bought for u today... really felt sooooo happy for u dear... hahaha... so happy for u darling... luv u sooooo much!!!

There's sth tt i nvr reveal to u today... i shall blog down now... and guess wat??? i'm very touched by the gift tt u gave me today... i'm speaking from the bottom from my heart... i'm not sure if u have noticed my reaction... sometimes i was silent... but actually i was thinking abt the gift u gave me... and this really touched me alot... so emotionally touched in my life... my heart felt so melted... i nearly... erm... lolz... although i didn't show my feelings directly to u... hee... darling bought a pierre cardin wallet for me at the wallet shop in bugis... it's one of latest series tt was launched a few days ago... i was rather shocked at first when u said u wanna buy for me... cos tt time i have been longing for a wallet... my current de wallet is already so tattered and old le... somemore the pierre cardin wallet cost pretty ex... lucky darling have the 15% discount...so it costs ard $70 plus instead of the original $90 plus...

At first i said i dun wan it cos i didn't expect tt u would buy for me all of a sudden... plus the price not as cheap as we tot so... i'm also rather taken by surprise so as to say... i have the desire to own such a wallet... but then i didn't say it out... cos i'm the kind tt wants the thing but will not say out de... instead i will look for alternatives de... hahaha... paiseh la dear... just now made u quite pissed wif me when i said i dun wan... actually i wan la... but i just dun wan say it out la... just like the kfc la... i wan to eat but i dun wan to say it out only... aiya... i so paiseh now la... wahahhaha... somemore by rite today suppose to hunt for ur jumper de... dunno y how come end up buying wallet for me... dear dear... i dunno wat to say... but i really cherish this gift u gave me... thank u sooooo much sweetheart!!!! MUACKZZZ!!!!!

Yea... tmr gotta get the hps le... walao... lucky got sch... if not have to travel so far for nth... somemore bukit timah and bukit batok... dunno y all bukit de... pui... hahaha... anywayz... tmr gotta get my new hps le... looking forward man...

just got back home... had a really nice hot bath... still feeling abit high now... but seem much sober le... while waiting for my darling to reach home.. i shall update on today's events...

practically did nth in the noon... except for blogging abt ytd's stuff... it's a super damn long blog... hope ger ger dun fall aslp after reading it... hee... met my 2 other army pals Dashun and Zhimin at clarkequay for our dinner and chilling out session at brewwerkz... Ambrose joined us at a later time... but one of our pals HY didn't make it for today cos he has a training session in sepak takraw... just found out from Dash tt he's the team captain... i'm rather astonished cos normally this sport is played my malays... wonder how the hell my frd become the team captain... anyway... it's been a long time since i've ever met them... the last meeting was some months ago during the long vacation where we had out last mj session...

So i ordered this sausage and mash set and it tasted rather gd... the sausages were big and long man... hahaha... and the mash potato topped wid the the gravy makes an excellent dish... we ordered a sampler set for the beer draft and a beer tower during the happy hour promotion... i was very shocked when i saw the waiter brought in the big tower of beer to our table... it was very huge... contained about 3.5 litres of beer... i can't rmb wat'a the name of the beer but it's one of the most popular beer in house... as for the sampler set... there were 6 small glasses of drafts and nicer ones were the lager, brown ale, indian ale and the one tt we ordered for our beer tower... the other 2 samplers really tasted like medicated oil man... yucks... hahaha...

So the 4 of us ate and drank to our hearts content and at the same time toked abt our current lives... we toked abt the our army days: the things tt we had done and those crap we had did... the times tt we were happy as well as tulan... hahaha... it's rather nice to think back abt those times our platoon had together... had a couple of laughters here and there... well... those memories are unforgettable man... zhimin shared wif me abt his experience as a part time prudential insurance agent... and those stuff abt financial planning... he told me tt it's time to plan for the future and stuff like tt... one thing gd abt him is tt he nvr approach his frds to sell his insurance cos he feels tt it will be weird to do so... instead he'll rather his frds to approach him if they really wanto to noe more abt the insurance stuff...

hahaha... ger ger... zhimin asked me abt it... i couldn't escape from their kapo-ness... i kinda told them briefly abt our story but only the gist of it... but i managed to evade the main question from Dash when he told me if i had quan lei da b4... just when he was asking this... our buffalo chicken wings came and interrupted... so i nvr answer them in the end... hahaha...

So i quickly probe abt Dash's story... found out tt he's story is rather a happening one cos there was so much going on between he and this gal... from small sqaubbles to bigger quarrels... yet they were not together in the first place... then when he finally revealed the last main pt... i was rather shocked and disturbed at tt gal's behaviour towards Dash... dunno y must she be like tt... somehow or the other... i felt sorry for him cos he's kinda being played out by this gal... haiz... my frd must have suffered alot emotionally...

I drank abt 4 to 5 glasses of beer b4 i started to feel abit high... the rest of my frds also drank abt the same amt and they felt high also... hahaha... it's been a long time since we had come together to drink tt much... so ard 15 mins to 11 we left the place happily and headed back home now...

hee.. ger ger... though i'm abit high now... but i'm still conscious of wat i'm doing... if not i'll be able to blog now lor... dun worry abt me la... my jiu liang very gd de... hahaha... i really hope tt u have also enjoyed urselves wif ur galfrds today too... think now i can stop writing here le... then listen to some music while wait for my darling to come back home safely... hee.. darling... i miss u alot alot lei...

Had a rather interesting outing ytd... cos get to meet ger ger's other 5 flowers and 2 of their bfs... think nvr had one like this ever in my life... will have quite alot to blog abt...u will find this blog exceptionally long... like grandfather story... hee...

dear dear went to do her hair and it turned out to be very nice... u looked much prettier with ur make up on... got the doll-doll outlook... big big eyes... small lips... straight hair... oh man... u r even cuter than ever... oooOOO baby!!!! lolz... think ya'll look even sweet on ur bdae when u have ur jumper on... like small ger ger like tt...

dear and i went to orchard to hunt for ur jumper and lin's present... had kfc for lunch at ps... the chicken didn't taste as gd as the ones tt u had bought for me... lolz... after tt we continued to search from ps to far east... in the end couldn't find anything... though there was this black jumper left at the this fashion at douby ghaut... but i guess u will have a bit of prob matching ur top... i still think u look better in the light beige brown jumper... but too bad there wasn't any S size left... hmmmm... went to so many this fashion le still couldn't find... but orh la darling... be positive... sure can find one la... cos qin told u bugis street has a wider selection of jumpers... perhaps u can find a more suitable one at tt place today...

later on we found ourselves at the taka square rummaging at the piles of nike clothes that were on sale... chose 2 polos for me... but didn't look gd on me cos it's a bit small ba... though it's a M size... oh shyt... is this a gd sign??? must be the kfc tt i've eaten earlier la... made me expand outwards... hahaha... we walked out of the sale and headed to the taka departmental store.... till then we were still empty handed... ah... sth caught my eye when we were inside the store... and guess what... it's malao frenzy time!!!! there was a kapo and mikoko sale... there were so many things... even more than the ones in lovelyland in bugis... tehre were pillows... huggables... accessories... and even stationaries... this is when the real shopping came in... somemore there's a onging promotion... a complimentary malao pillow is given with every purchase of $20... so the crazy yet lovely couple decided to buy one pink mikoko and one blue kapo huggable and one stationary set for ur little boi and ger... and got 4 diff malao pillows free... the sales auntie was so happy tt this couple bought so many stuff from her... helped her earn commission lei... this sales auntie also funny de... went to the toilet for so long... 3 mins machiam like 30 mins like tt... in the end she went to buy food for herself... nvr dabao for the 2 of us... lolz... weird enuff... she's the only person so far to guess my age correctly... and said tt i've baby face... hee... so paiseh... hahaha... we also bought a huge boobie cup for ah lin as her bdae present... using the free $100 taka voucher given by my gu jie... hahaha... n darling... i noe tt u may think tt it's rather extravagant for me to spent it this way... but hor... to think of it... i only spent $1++ for so much things...the gift voucher is free and i haben used it for a very long time le... and there's this promotion... even if we did not buy ytd... i dun think i'll use it to buy anything from tt store lor... hahaha... i just wanna make my U happy...

we ended up walking the streets of orchard with 3 big taka bags... full of malaos... hahaha... funny sia... we're supposed to shop for ur jumper de... ended up become a malao hunting trip le... hahaha... finally caught up wif ur gang... i was quite paiseh tt they had to wait for us... saw the rest of ur flowers... colleen and shan and their respective bfs... joe and nicholas... so after a bit of chit chatting we boareded the shuttle bus and headed to this bulding somewhere near great world city... (till now i still dunno wat the hell is this place)... on the bus we toked abit of cock on the "cha cha"(meant to be called salsa) thing... and i think our grp pretty noisy lei... lolz... reached the dunno-wat-the-hell place and we started our bowling games... nvr bowl for a very long time le... it's been 2 yrs since i've ever touched the bowling ball... had alot of fun wif u gers and guys... it seemed tt we were contributing to the noise pollution... so much toking and laughter from our grp... hahaha... i didn't bowl so badly la... but dunno y this colleen kept laughing at me.. pui... she siao siao de... for no reason can laugh de... then somemore kept saying my name in a weird way... but hor dear dear... i found out tt for all the 3 games u score better than me lei... u and ah lin very lihai lei... humph.... how come like tt de... nvm... next time play pool i'll thrash u... wahahhaha...

b4 we ended our day we went to eat the bak kut teh... tasted really spicy enuff... eat until very full le... hahaha... from there we parted and headed back home...

wooah... i've written so much liao... but all on summary lei... haven't really written my feelings lei... hmmm.... machiam like writing essay... but all singlish de... hahaha... so ger ger u can take a 5 min break now or go to the loo b4 i continue to blog my feelings abt ytd(actually i also wanto go to the loo de.. lolz)...

lolz... back... time to write sth abt ur flower gang... who to begin with... hmmm... ok shall start wif ur closest frd and ur zong, ah lin... she's very approachable and a person nice to tok wif... cos she can pratically crap on all sorts of things... somemore she also likes to tok abt yellow de stuff... abt the same freq as mine... wahahha... sth tt i rarely find in gals nowadays... so far i think she's the only one in ur grp tt i really can tok alot de...

ok next will be qin... i think she's really a great flower who cherishes friendship... she really really make a lot of effort into organising this bowling trip... and each of the flower's bdae preparations... somemore she and shan made the muffins and oreo cheesecake all by themselves... wow... she also crap alot de lor... but one thing i found out ytd is tt she's being neglected for a moment de feeling... only during bowling la... i dunno y... cos there was one time i saw her alone and no one toking to her... perhaps cos i think she can tok alot one... then for a moment she didn't tok then i'll feel weird de... somemore she's the organiser and i tot she shld have more attention to her de... hahaha... but i feel a bit paiseh also cos i didn't really tok to her tt much... forgot to thank her for her cheesecake also... so paiseh... but she's gd la...

time for colleen's turn... she's the craziest in ur flower gang... to speak honestly... i'm abit shocked tt u have such a fun loving flower in ur grp... she really kisiao de... esp during the bowling game when she made those crap laughters... and she's the one contributing the most to the noise pollution...she's the laughter generator and livens up the atmosphere alot... a really playful flower...

then for shan... erm... the only time tt i ever tok to her is during the shuttle bus when i doing self intro... hahaha... dun think she's as approachable as the other flowers... cos perhaps she sticks to her bf nic all the time ba... perhaps i can write sth abt the bak kut teh thing when nic accidentally spilled some soup onto shan's clothes... wah... i'm abit baffled at her reaction cos she sounds quite xiong... her face can be quite black ba... hahaha...

ok... now for xiao wei's turn le... she's kinda approachable also... but i can't write much abt her also... cos i feel there's an invisible barrier between her and the rest of ur flowers... and i dun think i'm in the position to say anything ba... i only can feel tt everytime she wanted to join in the conversation there's was this indifference feeling given to her... hmmm... i can understand la... i've already witnessed it ytd when she was late and yet remained uncontactable...

As for the 2 bfs... i've nth much to say also cos nvr really interacted with them much... nic always stick to shan and joe abit ang moh de... but dear i got made an effort to strike a conversation le... hahaha

which flower did i miss out??? hmmmm....

oh ya... left darling le... hahaha... wat do u expect me to say abt u??? u've also make a lot of effort into ur flowers... and of cos u r the most prettiest flower tt i've ever seen!!!! i'm so fortunate to have such a pretty and cute flower... heee... anyway i'm glad u've such great frds in ur circle... esp the bdae preparations they've done for u... wonderful... hahaa... all i can say is tt each flower is indispensible to the flowers grp... hope tt ur flowers will continue to bloom 4ever!!!

finally finished blogging le... this is one of a hell long blog tt i've ever written... man... hahahaha...

~ flowers bloom together, not alone ~

Have fun pei-ing ger ger from morn till nite today... even it's a sch day... really ate alot in sch... ate 2 slices of kaya toast b4 going to sch... then halfway during econs lect we ran out to find food to fill our stomachs... and ger ger's stomach was growling then... :) ... found our way to the NUH staff canteen and we ordered the tom yum seafood soup and guo tie... the guo tie fried dumpling tasted crispy and yummy when eaten wif the ginger and black vinegar sauce... the tom yum soup was a delicacy too... tasted spicy, sweet and sour... and ger ger drank the whole bowl until there wasn't any left for me... -.-"...

After tt we went to arts and relaxed at one of the benches... had alot of fun and laughter when we did those stupid actions(i did most of them)... somemore there was a cctv capturing our bench... dunno y there is one... so weird de... but hopefully our ugly actions isn't broadcasted to other pple... if not we 2 sure become the famous "kisiao" couple in NUS liao... hahaha... we had our lunch at the arts canteen and i ordered the pig's liver claypot... the gravy and the liver tasted quite gd and both of us liked it... it could've been even better if it's cooked with dried chilli... it would definitely enhance it's taste...

We had our NM tutorial and after which we continued to eat at sci canteen with py, TaT and QQ... finally gave the invitation to TaT... by then the invitation already seemed abit chui le... kept asking ger ger to hand the inviation to TaT herself but u dun wan... dunno y u like tt... issit cos Tat say u buang then u like tt??? wahahaha... aiya... ger ger... i dun think so la... cos in my eyes u r the prettiest ger tt i have ever had... hee...

While waiting for ger ger to finish her quiz, i went to the lib wif QQ to study... fell aslp after reading 2 sets of lecture notes... haha... cannot tahan at tt time la cos quite cold and cosy... fought the battle wif Z monster and i lost to it... hahaha...

Pei ger ger to kovan to search for ur jumper... in the end couldn't find it at heartland's mall... haiz... but nvm... tmr we will make sure we can find it de... hmmm... wonder how u will look like tmr after u've dyed ur hair... hahaha... bet it will turn out very nice de as long as u dun anyhow experiment hor... hahaha...

Think i shall stop here for now le... will update on tmr's events... stay tune hor dear dear... luv ya!!!

Today is another wonderful gf day... ger ger came to my house to pei me... b4 tt we went to the nokia care centre to have my hp fixed... damn... tot can smoke thru and get free repairing cos i've the unfilled warranty card and i filled in the details myself... but the computer system actually captured tt the warranty already expired... haiz... then when i asked for the repair fee... the customer officer told me tt it cost abt 70 bucks to get it repaired... man... how come it cost so expensive de... pui... so in the end i didn't get it repaired cos i think it's not worth the money... since if a hp spoil le... the tendency tt it will spoil again will be quite high even if it's repaired... paiseh la ger ger... have to let u wait for me for so long yet nth is done...

We had our lunch at crystal jade kitchen... wow... the food was fantastic... esp the fried tofu dim sum... so yummy... we ate heartily and at the same time chatted happily about other pple...wahahahaha... after our lunch we went to This Fashion to hunt for ur jumper... man... it's a real pity tt that particular jumper doesn't have size S... cos i think tt u look real hot and cute with tt jumper on... lolz... it looks really nice and the price isn't too expensive either... but nvm... we will hunt for ur jumper at the bigger This Fashion outlet in paya lebar some other time... at least we've found the rite jumper for ur bdae outfit...

we headed back to my house and it started to drizzle... kinda like the feeling of holding u and running in the light rain... hee... showed u the phone lobang tt i and found online... the brand new K610iM cost about $333 and i'm considering if i shld buy it... after doing my research on the market rate and the reviews... find tt this deal to be a gd bargain... this model doesn't differ much from the K610i phone except tt it has the i-mode thingy and is only available in carbon black color...

we had fun and joy in the whole afternoon... and i really enjoy it... :)... helped ger ger do ur NM report while i did some revision for my maths... darling... i'm quite worried at the time when u took ur sis's call... cos u spoke so softly and did not sound alrite... it pains my heart when i saw u cry when i confronted u... i kept asking u wat happened and u refused to tell me... paiseh la... but in the end i too kay poh le... and u told me everything... i think tt ur sis worries for u too much le la... cos she loves u and has been taking care of u all these while... i can understand how u feel... i also agree wif u tt ur sis quite tradiional thinking... i noe u dun like her to control u so much... despite the fact tt u already told her abt it so many times... but ur sis teng u too much le la.. make me so envy u... hahaha... how i wish i have such a jiejie to teng me soooooo much... but i really dun wish to see u quarrel wif ur jie jie la... maybe she'll understand ur pt one day de la... i can help u to psycho her traditional way of thinking... perhaps need to pollute her then can do it... wahahahaha...

anywayz... i'm abit... not abit... but very ji siao de... pls pardon me for my behaviour... hahaha... but the least thing tt i can do is to make u smile... and of cos to laugh like ur usual self... but if u really have probs hor... dun hesistate to let ur LaoBa noe hor... share wif me ur probs... if wan to suffer... suffer 2gether... if wan to enjoy... enjoy 2gether... cos our hearts will be linked as one... i'll try my best to help u in any way de... even if i can't help i can always be there beside u... to lend u my shoulder and listen to ur problems...

oh ya... almost forgot... u brought me luck today lei... if not for u i wouldn't have "STUCK" 4D... lolz... though it's a small win... but it's better than nth cos it's still a win ma... i really enjoyed myself today... thanx dear dear for pei-ing me and staying over for dinner... *muacks*

LaoBa wan 2 nian nian my ger ger 4ever...