i am fucking mad now... chao chee bye... i knew this owould happend... fuck man...4 i came to ur house i noe sth to do with him will happen... i dunno y am i behaving like this... i've been thinking... i think i really love u too much liao... tt's y the expectations r high... i hate tt fucker... i really hate him... time would nvr heal this wound of mine.... i'm so fed up now... i wan to control.,.. dun wan to make a scene in your house... just gimme time to calm down...
fuck... i just hate him to core... u told me we shld be happy... but i just can't... cos i dun him to bother u... i hate him... if i have black magic within me... i would use it right away to kill him... no... i dun think killing him would be gd... but i would slowly torture him to hell... even at the expense of my own life... i wan a channel to vent my fucking frustration... i'm willing to sell my soul to evil satan... in order to make him suffer... i hate him... i hate him more than my father's father... i hate him... i dunno y... think i love u too much liao... tt's y... am i escaping from this?? i dunno.... i just hate him very much... if i ever see him again... i woiuld slit his throat and make sure he can';t see his frds and family again... call me evil... but i still hate him... the pain and torture he did to u cannot atone for his sins... i nvr seek for his forgiveness... i just hate him... he can be ur frd... but not mine... one more time he try sth funny... i'll make sure he will suffer... not him... butthe pple ard him suffer... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i noe u r behind me reading all this le... .i noe u r angry.... but just lemme vent my frustration... i wanna vent it... so tt i can cool down...