Today is the start of school after a short CNY break... things are getting more and more hectic le... esp when all those projs and mid term tests start to pile up... so i dun think i'll be blogging often then... but i'll try my best to update dar dar... and i think tt this blog will contain alot of my own thoughts about some of the issues...

Saw kelly in the cs3253 lect... she was sitting behind alone... looking quite qiao cui and upset...i felt tt i shld sit with her rather than leave her alone... so i went up and tok to her abit... she did smile to me abit... but from a glance can tell tt she's totally depressed... and tt she had cried alot... i didn't noe wat to tok to her cos she was totally sian lor... also abit difficult to engage conversation with her...

haiz... about this matter... feel tt she shld "zhen zuo"(i'm using the correct meaning liao... ) and be tough.... i can understand tt it's very disheartening to break up from ur loved ones... esp when there isn't any quarrel involved or watsoever.... just becos of the fact there isn't any feel among them liao... somehow i think tt this is quite a serious problem cos communication plays a very big role in r/s... but in this case they seem to have neglected this aspect... but wat puzzles me is... dar dar u told me tt they already knew about this small crack in the r/s, and yet nth is done to amend it... tt's y when u told me abt it i was wondering how come at times they can dun tok at all de... does tt mean after a 3 yr r/s there isn't any more left to tok abt??? or both parties have become sian of each other??? hmmm... this sets me pondering abt our future... but i dun foresee such a prob tt will arise(i use my head to guarantee tt)... cos basically... both of us r just too talkative le ba!!! hee... anyway... i have to say tt i shld not pt fingers and blame anyone in this situation... cos it takes 2 hands to clap... one hand doesn't participate... tt's it man... if there is some crack in the r/s both parties shld be willing to share their thoughts with each other and try to cover away the crack... and not waiting for miracles to happen... cos miracles only happen when u do sth abt it... n also... let this serve as a lesson not to them but to the pple ard them... including dar dar and me... in this way together we can build a stronger r/s...

ok... jump to next topic... abt dar dar and jie jie... erm... i noe i can't give too much opinions on this... i dunno if i shld interfere too much on ur family matters... but i noe i can't stand there and watch show and so nth abt it... becos it matters dar dar alot... and U mean alot to me... whatever things u r unhappy i'll be glad to give u a listening ear... try my best to console u and make u laugh... i noe i still need improvement and i shall continue to work hard on tt!!! back to topic... i agree with u tt family shld be given the upmost priority and importance... tt day when jie jie got back late... dar dar was fuming mad at her... haiz... also no choice... cos when business,career and money is concerned ... pple will tend to forget abt their priorities... i think jie jie has misunderstand tt... but it also takes dar dar to give her ur full understanding... also dunno who to write on this la...

dar dar... wo zhen de hao xiang ni!!!... although only 2 days have passed... but i'm already missing like hell liao... i wanna hug u... make u smile... kiss u on ur soft lips and smooth cheeks... tok to u abt lotsa stuff... play and fool ard with u... tease with u... ultimately to make u happy... hee... wondering if tmr i can see u... cos the first thing i'm gonna do to u is to hug u tight and kiss u... Muackz!!! I love U