dunno y... i felt like blogging now...can't get to slp until i write this... cos just now made u sian again... haiz... dunno y i can't control myself... cos i'm tired? nope... think tt i'm just confused about the situation ba... kayv told me tt the real reason was becos of the turn out of the crowd... tt's y he was so sian and tired... he also apologize to me abt his bad behaviour...right now... after clearing my mind and giving a deep thought... felt tt it was my mistake just now to throw my temper... i just couldn't control this feeling... tried to curb it... but somehow it just burst out like tt... then when it happened i'll start to feel quite remorseful abt it...

shldn't have kept asking u here and there... and u told me tt kayv was my frd... i shld noe wat he's thinking... but i hardly see him like tt b4 ma... he was like totally turned off by the zouk crowd... think i'm quite bad at making decisions lei... cos had to stop ur frds from finishing the dance... made them abit turn off also ba... then somehow also quite suay nvr get to eat the bakuteh... wah sia... sorry to make u hungry again... paiseh... then i think u were quite sian when i said abt ur frd lin and QQ thing... perhaps shld just shuddup and dun care abt it...

anyway... everything has already passed... let bygones be bygones man... i also dun wan to think too much abt it... cos like dar dar said... no pt saying this le... cos it already happened... nth can be done abt it... can't go back to the past... only can learn from it and prevent it from happening again...

hopefully everyone can slp and forget abt this thing... i also dun wan care too much abt it le... hahaha... now shld look ahead instead of dwelling the past... hmmm... after u hung up from my call... can feel tt u sounded abit sian... u r tired too ba... cos it's so late ... no i mean early(5.30am)... now le... erm... Gd morning!!!!... hahaha... aiya...dunno wat to write now le... hahaha... perhaps i'll just go and slp now and hope tt everything will be fine tmr...