There's alot of things to blog today... & and alot of *sorry* to say to u... erm...where shall i start???

Today is the 6th gf-bf day... suppose to study in scotts orchard... but end up nvr study properly... *sorry* ... i must apologize for being so iiidiot.... and naughty also.. but dunno y lei... i just can't seem to control myself... u really look so awesome... & super cute too... waste my time trying to control myself and doing sth really stupid... i've tried really hard to stop myself... but those efforts are in vain... no matter how hard i try the feeling just keeps coming back.. haiz... i must really say tt u have made me really really really h____ today... i can't concentrate... cos the look of u... really mersmerises me totally... i'm real *sorry* for making such comments...

We had our tepanyaki for dinner at food republic... after tt did some window shopping and food hunting... bought the uzumaki green tea ice cream and ate happily... we were enjoying ourselves and had a very humourous and fun window shopping... everything was smooth then ....

This was where i started to show u my iiiidiotic attitude when u said u dun wan to go... to be real honest i'm sianz when u said tt... cos b4 tt u told me tt u will go de... but after thinking for awhile.. i finally realized tt the fault lies with me... i shouldn't be tt stupid and iiidiotic... y must i be like tt??? i can't forgive myself for harbouring such stupid thoughts and neglected ur feelings... i think this is sth i need to improve on... u were very sian then... my heart really hurts alot when i see u like tt... this is the moment when i started to understand tt i shouldn't give u such stupid attitude... i dun blame u for fa pi qi... cos all along it's my fault... i have to say tt i just can't help it for being like tt at tt time... i'm really *sorry*... think need to do some self reflection... u should buy for me a shirt with the words "Zi Bi" printed on it...wahahahaa....

Today is also the day tt I took off my earrings... u kept asking me y i want to do so... and told me to put back... but i dun want... i've already decided tt i want to take out le... i want to leave a gd impression to ur whole family... i wanna be a gd bf... and ultimately a very gd husband... so i think a small sacrifice is ok de... i dun mind wasting the money tt i've used for piercing ... but i just wanna make u happy... i tot u will not be used to me w/o my earrings on... but in fact u told me tt i look better this way... i was delighted to hear tt...

We proceeded our window shopping at PS... haiz... didn't manage to buy the couple ring tt we both liked... cos there is no size for my finger... only size 18 and 23 were available... so crap... pui... this is one of the rare chances tt both of us have decided on the same ring... ended up nvr buy.... but nvm... cos we can go on another day to buy de... we haven't visited the main outlet at the 2nd floor yet... maybe there is stock for tt ring... shall go there again on our next gf-bf day... dunno i suay or wat... planned long ago to buy the malao soft toy for u de... but the mini toons nvr sell the smaller size de... and the biggest size cost a bomb... walao... nvm... this time i can't get it i shall look for it some time later...

*Sorry* la dear dear... i think today i abit too iiidiot le... cannot control la... hahahaha... paiseh... hope u dun mind to have this h____ laoba as ur bf... but to think in a positive way la... u r the only one who is capable of making me feel this way lor... u r soooooo great!!!... hehe.... yalor... somemore i keep having mixed feelings... one moment toking tt thing to u... one moment joking wif u... hahaha... first time having such funny feeling...

Ger Ger... just to let u noe... i really really love u from the bottom of my heart... i wanna make u happy each day... hope u can forgive on my stupid behaviour today... *sorry* though i can't assure u tt i wont do it again cos i must admit u r simply tooooooo powerful le... lolz....