He called and ger ger is toking to him rite now... guess i shall blog my feelings in the meantime...
How to begin??? hmmm... questions keep popping my mind and i can't seem to answer them... i dun quite understand y time and time again he kept smsing her... call her... wat is he trying to do??? ger ger dunno wat's he thinking... let alone me... even though i'm a guy...i should be able to have a clue wat guys should think... but i really dunno wat this guy is trying to do... hmmm....
In the first place... he's the one who dun wan ger ger in the first place... when they broke off this guy kept telling ger to forget him... from then... ger ger tried to forget him... but now he keeps coming back... and each time he makes my ger real sad and unhappy... which i dun like it at all... he said he wan her to be happy de... now he keeps making her sad... cmon... wat is he thinking??? i dun wan to sound as if he is in the wrong... but it just irritates me again and again when he makes my ger upset... tt is y i dun quite like the idea of u contacting him... i noe i couldn't stop u... but i dun wan to add pressure on u...
The next question tt came into my mind is tt y he wants ger ger to hate him... y must he do to the extent tt ger ger must remind him tt she's attached to me as long as he contact her... does he think tt this way will be better for ger ger??? From my pt of view... N....O..... NO!!!!!!... this will only make her even more sianz...
i noe ger ger is very vexed now... and confused at the same time.... i noe u have to undergo thru all this emotional pain and suffering... but i really so hope tt u can be more jian qiang... be a tough ger... u told me b4 it is very hard.... and u couldn't take it... i understand ur feelings but... ultimately i still wish... as ur bf... i will help u brace thru this period of confusion and uncertainty...
As for now... i think i'll have to wait for u to end ur conversation wif him and find out exactly from u wat he really is thinking...
ger ger... u must be real strong ok????? Aza Aza Fighting!!!!! Go Go Jiayou!!!!